It's like I lost you again in my dreams yesterday
Wandering the streets in search for you
I knew the truth at the back of my mind
I knew that searching wasn't going to lead me to you
But yet, I didn't stop trying
It's funny how there are only memories left of you
I've come to live with them
Smile at them and sometimes burst out laughing too
But there's always this nagging feeling
What if I lose those memories
What if I I forget them
That's all I have left of you
My heart thrives on them
My soul yearns for more
I don't think I would be able to survive if I lost them
This seems dramatic
But deep within I know it's true
Acting carefree everyday
Makes me second guess my love for you.
Is it normal?
I don't know where you are
I don't know if you're looking down at me disappointed
All I know is that I've let myself down
I've become a person that I loath.
If only you were there to correct me
If only you were there to erase this sorrow
If only you were there...
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Don't know how many of you would relate to this... honestly though, I hope none of you can do... not something one would call a 'pleasant' feeling.
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Golden Hues
PoetryI've come to realise that I can express my emotions through words better than actions, be it anger or love, joy or sadness. I am not sure if everyone would be able to relate to my poems but even if it touches you in any tiny way possible, I'm glad I...
