twelve / / can i spoon you?

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sometimes you meet someone
and even though you
never liked brown eyes before,
their eyes are your new favorite color

Phil

i can feel my eyes start to shut, and slowly dozing off. but, then i feel the bed get lighter, i open my eyes and see that dan got up.

"where are you going?" i ask dan

"i'm going to sleep on the sofa, don't worry" he gives me a small smile.

"why? you can sleep with me if that's what you're worried about"

"don't worry, i don't want to bother you in your sleep"

"i don't mind. come on, i won't bite" i give a small smile.

"a-are you sure, phil?"

"if i wasn't would i be asking you?"

"i guess not.." he comes and lays down where he was before he got up.

he turns so he's not facing me, "goodnight, phil"

"goodnight, dan"

after 15 minutes, i just keep on shuffling, not being comfortable in any position, i try not to move so much to disturb dan, but i guess i was.

"are you alright, phil?" dan asks.

"yeah, yeah, i'm just uh uncomfortable and can't seem to find a good spot"

he turns and looks at me "well, how do you usually get comfortable"

"um.. i'm usually on my side but i always hug a stuffed animal.." i say a bit embarrassed.

"oh.. i guess you can hug me, if you want..."

"really?!" i say way too excitedly "i, um, hope you don't mind that i'm a hugger"  i say shyly.

"n-not at all"

"so, are you gonna turn around or stay like this?"

"is it okay if i stay like this?.."

"even better" i get closer to him and put my arms around him, his face and hands on my chest, this is perfect, he's so small and adorable.

"goodnight, dan" i say for the last time and then i give his forehead a kiss, i hope he doesn't mind. i soon feel myself start to drift off and then, all i see is black.

Dan

he kissed my forehead...

Phil

i wake up to see dan's beautiful sleeping face, his mouth a little bit open, god, he's adorable. i would kill to wake up to this every morning. i kiss his forehead again lightly so i don't wake him up.

i take a look at my surroundings and see that it's still dark. that's weird, i usually wake up pretty early but not this early.

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