i smoke to die. // djh + pml

three / / i missed you.

my happy little pill
take me away
dry my eyes
bring color to my skies

Dan

as if it weren't already bad enough, i have my first class which is english and last class which is art with phil, but hopefully he won't notice me in our last class when he walks in today, he never does so i'm hoping it's just like any other day.

speaking of the devil, phil walks in, but instead of going to his regular seat, he starts looking around the room for something, or someone, then he catches my eyes and i look away immediately.

out of the corner of my eye i see him walking towards me, i close my eyes with my hands on my head as i begin repeating in my thoughts "please don't be me, please don't be me, please don't be me".

then i hear someone sitting in the seat next to me and practically yell "hey dan!".

making me jump a bit, i mumble back "hello phil".

he seems to notice my discomfort and says "aren't you happy to see me? why are you acting like that?"

i roll my eyes, not letting him see of course and say "you like to ask a lot of questions don't you?"

he gets bothered with my tone replying "i'm just curious!" i chuckle, he's so cute when he gets frustrated.

"what's so funny?" he asks with a little pout, god can he stop being so adorable.

"nothing, phil" i say with a tiny smirk.

"well, alright then" he doesn't seem to like that i didn't tell him but it's okay. "anyway, i finally found out who this mystery new boy is" he said returning back to his cheerful self.

"wait, there's an actual new boy?" i reply, i thought he just thought i was the new boy since he never noticed me before.

"yeah! haven't you heard? he's the talk of the whole grade today!" he says excitingly.

"i don't exactly care about what anyone has to say" i say annoyingly.

"but it's fun to know about stuff every once in a while dan!" there he goes again, why is he so stubborn?

"yeah, well not me, like i said, i could care less" i let out a sign.

"alright, suit yourself then. anyway, apparently his name is troye, pretty cool name if you ask me"

wait is he talking about MY troye? MY troye sivan mellet? wouldn't he have told me if he came back? "wait, are you talking about troye sivan?" i ask with disbelief in my voice.

"yes, i think that's his name, why? do you know him?" curiosity peaking in phil's tone.

"yeah, he's my bestfriend, well was, i don't know if he still is" you could hear the sadness in my voice.

"why do you say that?" man he never stops does he?

should i tell him? well maybe not everything but just enough so he would stop asking questions, "well we've been best friends since we were little but at the end of the year, last year, he got hired for a record label so he left and he's some sort of a famous pop star now, he still texted me but not enough you know? and it's weird that he didn't tell me he was coming back.."

"oh i completely understand, well maybe you should go find him when school ends! who knows maybe he wanted to surprise you for all you know!" he smiles widely while saying that, it's really cute, but i don't think much of it and go back to my thoughts about troye.

"yeah, maybe i'll wait for him outside of school, thank you for telling me this phil.." should i be thanking him? of course it would be rude not to and he's been very nice.

"no problem danny boy!" again he smiles widely, man, his smile is brighter than the sunshine.. it's breathtaking.. no, stop being gay, dan.

"please don't call me that again" i say making a straight face.

"oh but that's all i'm going to do! it's your new nickname danny!" he says giggling a bit, god that was the cutest thing i've seen in my life.

i smile in return, looking him straight in the eye and say, "alright then... philly"

his eyes widen and looks at me as if he's seen a ghost "nooo! not that! why that?!" i take it he likes it as much as i like danny.

"well if you call me danny it's only fair to call you philly" i say with a big smirk appearing on my face.

he opens his mouth to say something but he has no words "but...." a few seconds pass after that and he says "fine, you've got yourself a deal danny boy" a small smirk appearing on his face now.

the bell rings for class to start i look at him one last time in his beautiful blue eyes, and reply "alright, let's get to work philly" i guess he's not bad after all.. he may talk a lot but it's comforting.. should i be liking this? no, stop being an idiot dan, he's only talking to you for the project, yeah that's probably just it, the project.

class finally ends, phil turns to me and says "are you ready? i wish you good luck!" why is he so nice i hate him.

"yeah, yeah i am, thank you philly" he just smiles back in response.

i take off running, well not actually running do you honestly think i would run? no, but you know what i mean, i go to the exit and wait to see him come out. then there i see him, the skinny boy with curly light brown hair, and the big blue eyes, it seems that he's looking around for someone, then he spots me and starts running towards me, and i meet him halfway, he yells "dan!" and i yell "troye!" and we give each other the biggest and longest hug ever.

i start to cry, making his shoulder wet, he notices and says "hey what's wrong champ?" i just smile and shake my head "i missed you so much"
"i missed you too, champ. we've got a lot to catch up on, yeah?" he replies back wiping the tears on my face

"yeah, your place or mine?" i ask him, sniffling a bit.

"mine, you know how lit it is, and mum is gonna be so happy to see you!" i smile, his family is like my own, even better.

"alright, let's go"and we begin walking to his place.

i have to admit, everyone that was passing by was staring at us, how could you not? two gay boys hugging each other in the middle of where everyone is walking and one is crying on the other? pretty weird, but no one said anything because troye was there, THE troye sivan, of course everyone knows he's famous now so now everyone wants to be around him, and that's also why they didn't say anything to us, because if i would've done that with another person then everyone would have started taking out the "faggot" "queer" "ew" "that's disgusting" bombs, because no one likes me, but thank god troye was there, i even saw phil in the corner of my eye, he was watching us, he was smiling, he was happy for me, which i find incredibly weird since he just met me.

but, i finally get to see my best friend after so long.

a/n
wow this was 1260 words i didn't even think i could do that, and i wrote this in public so idk but i really like how it turned out, with the other chapters i feared they were too short but now i comeback with this nice @ myself, opinions are appreciated (;

xx

12-23-16