Mysophobia | taekook

8

5) Let someone touch you

6) touch someone without hesitation

_______________________

[ ok so I won't be writing what did they do at the restaurant cos my mind went blank after that so let's skip that part and go to the part where Jungkook is sending Taehyung back to his house ]

I didn't really understand why Jungkook looks like he was thinking about something so deep that he even ignore Junghyung talking about his weird dream about him in a candy wonderland and being naked . Kids .

" Go to sleep Junghyung . I'll wake you up when we arrive at our house "

" Ok hyung " . He fell asleep 10 minutes after that .

After somehow a long drive to my house , I thanked him for sending me back . He didn't say anything so I guess it means 'you're welcome' I was about to stepped out of the car door but suddenly Jungkook pulled me back into the car and his lips meets my lips .

I froze by the sudden action . He started to deepen the kiss and I was more freak out but I tried to kiss him back but I can't do it . I accidentally pushed him so hard , he make a painful groan .

" I'm sorry J-Jungkook "

" Taehyu- "

Before he even can say something I, I just ran out of the car and went to my house. I was disgusted by it . Not because of Jungkook nor the kiss . I was disgusted by myself.

• • • • •

It has been a month since the accident . In the end I went back to square one . I didn't do those task anymore ever since then . I feel sorry for Jungkook but I can't meet him when I'm in this current state that I don't even know myself .

I shut everyone out again . I was almost heal but then I realised I don't need to be heal .

I went to college like the usual , alone , stayed in class , shut everyone out and go home . It was normal to me since long time ago .

I was on my way back until I heard someone calling me . I turned around to see Jungkook standing like 10 steps from me . He's not wearing his work clothes . He's just wearing an oversized black sweater with black skinny jeans with black shoes. Talk about emo phase . Somehow I was happy to see him but I didn't show it on my face .

I was about to ask him to leave when he ran to me and hugged me so tightly . His hands were around my waist . I was so flustered by it but I came back to my sense , my hands slowly makes way to his back . We hugged for about 10 minutes until he release the hug

He looked me in the eye and stare at me while scanning my face that make me feels like a long time . He suddenly hold my hand while playing with my fingers. He look at me with a face that make my heart flutter and makes me smile at him even more with a hint of red cheeks to it .

" I need you Taehyung "

I really need to edit this when I finish this book

________________