Mysophobia | taekook

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I woke up from the sound of my alarm clock that was placed next to my bed . I groaned to hear my annoying alarm clock . I checked the time and it was 9 a.m. I didn't have school today . Eventhough it was Saturday but I will try to wake up early just to maintain my morning routine .

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I stared at the ceiling remembering what happened him between me and Dr ...I mean Jungkook yesterday . I didn't want to recalled it but after what he ask me to do makes me scared about it .

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"You need to drink someone else's drink right , Taehyung ssi " . He said

I nodded

I stared at the drink again and try to hold the cup of tea .

" Try holding it without wearing your gloves "

My eyes widened to hear the sudden request. I never hold things without my gloves except my things at home but that wasn't the case right now . I took off my right glove and I look at my dried , flakey hands . There's a little blood coming but it was too dry so I didn't mind ( I do mind ) but I act like i didnt mind in front of him .

I tried holding it , it was okay because Jungkook slightly touch not all the the way .

" Now drink it "

I tried to put it near me but I gave up after my anxiety came and try to calm myself. Apparently Jungkook noticed and tried to calm myself by telling me to think of something that can make me calm . After I calmed down . I took my things and ask him if we can go home . He just nodded .

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After he paid , we went outside . I was to leave but he tell me something .

" Taehyung , I hope you can try to do those things before we meet again which is two weeks from now "

" I don't think I can do those things if without you "

" I know you can . I trust you . Okay I should go I have an appointment with one of my patient . "

I nodded " Goodbye "

He just smiled and walk off

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I wanted to do something but then I realized I have this stupid disease , so I didn't do anything . I don't really have best friends because of I dont like people touching me or do those teens , I rather stay at home study . Yes , I'm actually an honour student but I don't really brag or show off about my studies to people but even if I do I only talk about it to the people who know me but not really close friends.

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It's almost 2 pm , I wonder what Jungkook is doing . Should I call him but he said we will meet for another 2 weeks . It was nice talking to him except the part he ask me to do the things I wrote down .

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I thought about doing some things that I should do to overcome my disease . The next thing I need to is .

3 ) Do some groceries

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Before this I don't actually do grocery from a real store. I usually will go to this website where we pick what we want and they will sent it to us

// it does exist //

I've been doing it for about 3 years . It was nice at first but then the fee for the delivery man started to increase so I stopped doing it last month . Maybe it's a good time to do it since my pantry is getting emptier everyday .

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I get up from my bed and went to the toilet and took a quick but clean shower . Because I'm lazy to really to look nice so I just wore a navy blue sweater and black skinny jeans with black boots since its getting pretty chilly out there . Don't forget to wear gloves just to have a little protection. Jungkook said I should try not wear it but maybe I'll try when I'm in the store . The store was about a 15 minutes walk so I don't really mind . I took my things , locked the door and head out to the store.

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