Tidal Waves

Your Strongest lines of Defence are Just Self Inflicting Wounds

Jacks POV:
"I have an eating disorder I've had it for a couple of months" she told me
How could someone so beautiful as her have such a terrible thing?
"What kind do you have"? I asked "Bulimia" she answered. "I force myself to puke after I eat anything"
But she's so beautiful why does she do this?
"You're beautiful you shouldn't do that" I answered. "I've got the same feeling for you too" she said. I looked down ashamed, I was being hypocritical, telling her not to do harm to herself when I do it to me.
"How about we sit together tomorrow too?" I suggested
"I would appreciate that" she replied

I went home thinking about everything she told me. About her eating disorder, how Tom should never find out, I've met Tom before when him and my dad and uncle Travis practiced, I don't think he would handle that situation very well. I also started thinking about my dad as well, What if he found out about my self harm? No he will never find out EVER
I walked in my front door.

" Jack what's this?" My mother asked
Shit