Tidal Waves

Curse My Enemies

Jacks POV:

Trigger warning

What had happened at school that day really bothered me. I couldnt believe I just let Landon grab her like that, thank God I stopped it in time while making a fool out of myself in the process.
I tried to push that aside and start on my homework that I haven't started in a while.
I put on "Kaleidoscope" and began with history, I was already done with the first page of the packet when I got a text.

"Did you honestly think what you did scared me? Better watch out tomorrow because I'm planning on something big for you since I can't kill Ava since she's a girl. Looks like your little girlfriend can't save you now"

I tried not to let it phase me much, since he was always saying shit like that, but then I was immediately filled with regret after I thought about today.

I got up and headed to the bathroom and locked the door, I looked at myself for a while.
Fuck why did I do that? Why did I think I was helping? I'm such a fuck up

All these thoughts carried on in my head until my eyes drifted off to gaze at my shaving razor.
No I can't do that, it would hurt Ava so much. But then again, she didn't have to know, no one had to know.
I walked over and picked it up and examined it for a while, I used to use these until I got my hands on my dad's replacement blade and stole it, I havent used mine since.
I still remembered what to do to make the perfect cut. I removed the protective guard and rolled up my sleeve, I thought again Do I really need this? Yes yes I do, the pain won't go away and maybe I won't have to go to school tomorrow, maybe ill get sick.
I tilted the small metal pieces on my skin and tilted it so it grasped onto it. I dragged it, wincing and cringing as red liquid oozed out of it.

Just then I heard the front door close "Jack we're home"
Fuck its my parents
I heard footsteps coming toward the door, I thanked myself for locking it. My dad knocked lightly
"Jack we are home" he told me
I couldn't even respond, it was like I was frozen and couldn't move.
"Jack?" He repeated "Are you ok"
Then just before I responded "everything was fine" he kicked the door open and all hell broke loose.