Insanity At Its Best

51 - reawakened

I've been gone for quite a few months because school has gotten in the way but don't worry i'm back. I'm going to try and continue this series because i've always liked Harley and Joker and i actually like how the story is turning out. Not mention the many ideas i have for the following chapters. Anyways lets get back to Insanity at its Best.

-xoxo Toxic0614

January

"It was paradise, sunbathing on the shore of the soft sandy beach. God there ain't nothing like it Pam" I gush as I tell her about my vacation in Barbados.

"How about the hotties?" she grabs my arm, pulling me towards her. I laugh, "Painstakingly yummy" she giggles and I pull my phone out.

"Here, i managed to get a few pics for you" she makes a bee-line for my phone and rips it out of my grip.

She gasps and keeps swiping. She giggles and i can see a faint blush arising on her complexion as she holds my phone to her chest.

"Well well Harley, those boys weren't the only ones looking 'painstakingly yummy'" confused, i stare at her waiting for her to give me more details and she shows me what is on my screen.

"Heh thank you very much" i quickly lock the phone and drop it into my bag.

"So let me guess, that itty bitty piece of fabric brought you a lot of attention right?" she asks me as she takes a sip of her coke.

I roll my eyes and shake my head. "I didn't go there to get attention, i went there to relax"

"You didn't answer my question" she sets her glass down and rests her elbows on top of her dining table.

"All im going to say is you'd be surprised how far people will go to make sure that only the best is being given to you" I wink and she squeals.

"No! Are you saying what i think you're saying?!" i shrug and stand up from my seat at the table.

I place my plates along with hers in the sink.

"I may have met a few friends while i was away" i smile nonchalantly as i the
plates.

"Ugh, I wish you had told me sooner, I would've loved to go on that getaway with you." she pouts and i shut off the water.

"No need to cry, we still have spring break" I grab her hand and drag her to the couch. "Now tell me about how your break was"

She sighs and turns on the tv. She scrolls through the channels before picking MTV.

It's silent for a few minutes before i break it.

"How are you handling the-"

"the break up? Better than i expected, sure i cried the first few days for no reason at all but i'm better than i was two weeks ago that's for sure" I nod and continue to watch whatever is playing.

I fidget with my hands and finally i work up the courage to ask her about a certain green-eyed boy.

I open my mouth and before i've even said anything I can hear my phone ringing in my bag.

I get up from my place at the couch and walk over to my vibrating bag.

"Hi ma" i say into the speaker as u read her contact name.

"Are you going to be here for dinner?" i look back at where i was sitting. I still want to know if she's found out anything about Jack. Ever since I came back i've been dying to know something.

"Yeah, ill be home soon" But i know that's in my best interest if i just let it go. Obsessing over him won't erase what I did and it certainly won't change his mind.

"Okay, alright i'll see you in a bit" I shut off my phone and grab my bag.

"Bye babe, i'll text you when i get home" I place a kiss on her cheek before walking towards her door.

"I'll see you at school" she yells before i shut the door behind me.

I let out a breath I hadn't realized i was holding in. The past three weeks I've spent sunbathing and flirting with different men during the day and racking my brain trying to decipher a reason as to where Jack disappeared to after our argument.

Something about that day hasn't been sitting well in the pit of my stomach.

I shake my head and push myself off of the door. I'm probably just overthinking this whole thing.