Prepare for loads of randomness, monologuing, venting, raging, outbursts, yelling in general, ideas, stories, humorous things I come across, stupid slightly inspirational thoughts, and basically the (not so) average life of me.
Dear private schoolers and home schoolers and basically anyone who has never attended a public school in their life, (elementary public school doesn't count as suffering since you get to play with crayons and have nap time)
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So I'm officially off break starting tomorrow, and I'm dreading it. If you haven't figured it out yet, I hate school. And not the flippant "Oh I hate school it's inconvenient but I have friends and sometimes it's fun," no, the "I will talk about how much I hate it and everyone in it for weeks on end because it's literally one of the only things I hate with such a furious passion and I have no friends and I just hate everything about it."
I can list so many reasons why I hate it, but I already wrote an entire chapter about that, and it still didn't cover everything.
Anyway my parents have this saying that's like, "Everything is a choice. Choose to be happy."
Okay, I thought today, I'll be happy. I'll be nice.
Then I remembered.
I'm not sure how you can choose to be happy when you're dealing with idiots, school stress, exhaustion, panic attacks, wanting to cry everyday, hating yourself for being a failure, literally putting your health at extreme risk because you've got a test, etc.
School.
So here I am, trying.
But I'm the type of person who, when upset, wants everyone else to be upset. So it's just upsetting that some people have never even experienced this torment. Like they'll never know what we go through. Never. Public school is literally hell on earth. It's long, agonizing, and it never ends.
What a great outlook I'm having on the next semester.
Anyway
I hope I didn't depress you or scare you or anything. Home schoolers, you're lucky. Private schoolers, you're less lucky but still lucky.
Who needs to vent about school? Do it in the comments. I'd love to have a full conversation about how awful the place is.
*tosses cookies for good luck*
May the odds be ever and your favor and may the Force be with you, my fellow stressed teenage fangirl peers
