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Steff's POV

I get home from my date feeling happy. As far as I'm concerned it went really well. I think I really like him. I know its early but I just feel a special connection to him.

I walk into my apartment to see Alice asleep on the couch with Joanne sleeping in her arms. The TV is still on.

I walk over and turn the TV off and pick up Joanne and put her in her bed. I leave Alice alone.

I walk into my bedroom to ring my mum up. I'm dying to tell someone about my night.

"Hello." She answers with sleep evident in her voice.

"Hi, sorry I didn't wake you did I." I say

"No it's fine, I'm just heading to bed now." She says, "What were you ringing."

"I went on a date today." I state.

"Oh good on you Steff. I'm happy your recovering from Taylor." I cringe as she says his name. I know it's been two years but that's not a lot of time to completely get over 5 years. Especially when you truly love someone.

"Yeah I guess kind of. It was hard going on the first date with someone other than Taylor in over 7 years." I say

"Did it go okay?"

"Yeah it went perfectly. I think I REALLY like this guy, like really." I say.

"Well I'm glad you're happy. But I just worry that your getting so attached to him because he's the first guy you have seen in a while." She says.

"I have thought about that but I think the reason he was the first guy I have seen since Taylor is because I just felt this connection between us. I mean you know how I love creative minds and he definitely has one. I met him because I was looking at his painting and truthfully it was one of the most amazing paintings I have ever seen. It's a shame because he only paints as a hobby. I think I might use my influence to get him more well known."

"We'll that sound like a lovely thing to do but you just have to make sure he doesn't want you just for your benefits. I don't want you to hold back because you're to scared but just be careful." She relies.

"I know I know." I mutter, "It's the same story with every relationship I'm in. I can't even make a friend without worrying about that." I mutter.

"I know baby." She apologises.

"Bye mum."

"Bye Steff." She replies, and with that I hang up.

I walk over to my bed and sit on the side for a while. Thinking about my date. I really liked him but I was scared that if I moved forward too fast he might get loose his balance and fall off. There was also the worry that if I moved too slow he might loose interest. Then there was the part where I'm on tour and I will be in an entirely new country every few days for a year. I would be able to fly him up but he works and might not have time to see me much. I feel like that might be one of the reasons my last relationship didn't work. We were both busy people doing out own thing and we started to have less and less time together. At least He had a steady 9-5, 5 days a week job, so I would hopefully be able to see him on weekends.


A/N

Sorry I haven't updated in forever,  Tell me if you think Steff and Hamish should stay together

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