Lulu's Book Of Rando Rants & Weirdness

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*inhales sharply* Ok! Sooo recently I made a decision that was VERY hard for me, but I feel like I made the best choice.

Someone: Is this hoe talking about rp again?

FREAKING YES OK.

I always try to talk to someone in person (You know exactly who you are *shady glare*) but she doesn't give a crap.

So I recently left this rp I was in, I still absolutely love everyone in it, they're amazing! I just wasn't happy in the RP.

I wanted to leave for a while but I didn't want to come off as rude, or like I didn't like them anymore, but I really do, its just the RP.

I tried to subtly leave and use someone's death in the RP as an excuse, as long as a small hint that I didn't want to do it anymore, but the creator of the RP, who I love to death by the way, dmed me asking why I wanted to leave, I explained some of it to her but not the rest, she told me I should take a break and stuff, but I couldn't tell her I wanted to leave forever, I just couldn't do it.

So today I finally decided to tell her that I was leaving permanently, idk if I came off as I didn't want to even speak with them, I just didn't want to beat around the bush.

I feel like I made the right decision for myself, but I still kinda feel bad. The RP just wasn't right for me I guess.

Its been soaking up all my time, I haven't been going out with my friends and sisters as much and I stopped talking to my other internet friends.

No one responded to me yet and I just really hope they aren't mad at me.

At first it was great, I really liked it, (It was a Mrs pilgrims rp, I think that's her name) but then it started turning into a fight for your life rp, and was hecka stressful and just made me not so happy, which is exactly why I started doing RPs, to get away from stress and every other crappy thing in my life.

SPEAKING OF CRAPPY THINGS IN MY LIFE, MY LIFE.

More specifically, my trashy brothers. I feel like they're just TRASH. I would tell the story but not right now. I feel so annoyed with them RN.

Anyway, that's it. Bye, and if you're apart of that RP, I love ya to bits and pieces, actually, to anyone who took their time to read this, I love ya to bits and pieces, bye.