Lulu's Book Of Rando Rants & Weirdness

Crazy

I think I've gone crazy

I want to cry

I think I'm crazy

I think I want to die

I think my insides are dying

I feel like crying

I think my heart broke

I know now, I'm crying

I think my brain twisted and turned

The sight of people make my stomach churn

I hate the screaming

I hate the talking

I think my bones are braking

I think that I've lost it

I think I hate this

I feel like I'm done with this

This world

This life

This everything

This crazy atmosphere that's slowly dying

I think I wanna hold on

I think I wanna laugh and play

I think I wanna see the smiling faces everyday

I think I'll miss this

I miss all of the happiness

I miss the simpleness

I hate all the badness

I wish I was blind again

I wish I could cover my ears

I wish that I wasn't broken down

Drowning in tears

My emotions, gone crazy

They're hay wire

They hate me

I think I lost it all

I wish I could find it

I think I lost it all

I think I can get it

Can yo help me find it?

Help me find everything?

Me happy? My sane? Smiling on rainy days?

Can you help me find them?

Please help me find them

The silence? The dreams? The happy endings?

I lost them all

Everything's slowly vanishing around me

I think I can

I think I can be happy

I think I can start smiling

I think I can start talking

I think I can start hugging

I think I can help myself

Maybe, finally

I think I can be happy

I think they can find me

Idk why I made this, I'm tired and I wanna cry, I'm still doing math but I'm going to bed soon, cuz I'm tired. I think it's a song/poem (?)

I should probably delete this, I think I'm gonna delete it

I should delete this

I shouldn't post this

Why am I posting this?

bLEH I'm tired and I've been having rando mood swings lately and it's driving me nUTS.

I'm gonna sleep now, and there will probably be more of these in the future.

Oh yeah, and as always

I want cookies

and hugs

and cookies

yeah

I want cookies.