Living In A Crazy World (on-going)

Chapter 33

(Shaila)

"Alam na nila?" napaisip ako

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko

"Alam na nila na crush ko si

Si KYLE?!" hindi ako makapaniwala. Ako lang ang nahuli sa balita. Bakit ganito. Bakit ako pa itong may crush, ako pa itong nahuli? Bakit??

BAKIT???

Ok. Kalma Shaila. Kalma. Crush lang ito. Hindi pa kayo.

Pero paano kung???

Waaaaaah. Kinikilig ako. Bakit ganito yung feeling. Yung feeling na parang may butterflies ang tyan ko na parang nagugutom ako na busog na ngiti lang ako ng ngiti.

Ayoko ng ganito.

"Tama na yan." Binalikan ako ni Sharyl sa kinatatayuan ko.

"Halika na. At baka malate pa tayo sa philo class natin." Oo nga ano?

Hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin mawala sa isip ko yung mga bagay na yun? It may be a big deal for me kasi hindi pa ako nakakaranas ng ganun. Its a strange feeling actually. Pero masaya. It keeps me so nervous and feels like I have to be the best everyday.

But no, this is not me.

I have to be what I really am.

I have to act the way I act before. Like, nothing happen.

Kalma Shaila. Its just cru...

"Ok. Ms. Guillaraza can you stop wondering about something else and focus on my subject?" Nagulat ako.

"Sorry sir" yun na lang nasabi ko

"Ms. Guillaraza can you read the philosophy about love on the next page?" Nanlaki ulit mga mata ko. What the. Pagtingin ko sa arm desk ko.

Sht. Where's my book.

Tiningnan ko ang mga ka-block ko. Nasa arm desk nila ang book nila.

So it means na ako talaga ang hindi nakikinig.

So i hurriedly get my book and fudge...

What page. I keep on turning the page then I saw my seatmate looking at me

"Anong page?" Tanong ko sa kanya

And he just look at me

And I gave him a what-look

"80" finally he answered

I cleared my throat

Then I read the book

"Wooooooah" react ng mga ka-block ko

" that's intense " then my professor laugh

He really knows student would react that way

"So Ms Guillaraza can you state your opinion about love? Like what the famous philosopher said" he really find ways to make me speak kasi malayo ang iniisip ko

"Love is not just about finding it in our opposite genders. Its about who makes you happy and who you make happy. I know that everyone disagree but without love or I mean love comes from yourself first then when you feel loved you will show people how much you love them too. Well that's just my opinion." Then nagna-nod ang professor ko.

"Exactly Miss. You have a point. Hindi sa lahat ng bagay sa opposite sex mo matatagpuan ang love. Matatagpuan mo din ito sa mga barkada niyo, family niyo. Its about give and take relationship."

"Wooooooah." Sigawan na naman sila

"Heavy sir"

Napapailing lang si sir