Love is Blind (Larry Stylinson AU)

Chapter 18: The last day

A/N i hope you all enjoy this chapter because I worked really hard on it :) Enjoy!

August 26th, last day of camp.


'Jeremy, time to get up!' Harry shouted jumping out of bed in the morning. For once, he was up before Jeremy. 'Jer!' Harry grabbed his pillow and threw it towards Jeremy's bunk; hoping to hit him. Harry knew he had hit his target when a pillow was thrown off of him. Harry laughed and then heard a loud thud as Jeremy jumped off his top bunk onto the floor and tackled Harry.

'Harry you little arse. You woke me up!' Jeremy said giving Harry a noogie. Harry laughed but shoved Jeremy off of him.

'You woke me up every day, its payback.' Harry crossed his arms over his chest and smiled. Jeremy rolled his eyes.

'Yea yea, whatever.' Jeremy groaned but laughed. He then proceeded to pick the pillow off the floor and place it on his bed. The bang of the cabin door sounded, signalling that Niall and Sam had left for breakfast; leaving Harry and Jeremy alone in the cabin. 'Why are you so very happy today? Not that its a bad thing..' Jeremy asked Harry who continued to smile.

'I know it's going to be hard to say goodbye today so I'm trying to be as happy as possible until then.' Harry advised Jeremy who smiled sadly and placed a hand on Harry's shoulder.

'I know how hard it's going to be for you to say goodbye to Louis, Harry.' Jeremy sadly said. 'I'll be here for you when that happens okay?' Jeremy told Harry who's smile faltered for a second when he nodded, but seconds later it returned, although Jeremy could tell it was forced.

'Well we better get dressed if we want to eat breakfast before the final activities.' Harry said as he went to grab some clothes from his suitcase. Jeremy stopped him.

'I say we go in our pyjamas. How bout that?' Jeremy thought making Harry's dimples appear with a genuine grin. Jeremy took this as a yes so he linked his arm through Harry's and together they walked to the mess hall. Jeremy had green and black plaid pyjama pants on with a solid light grey t-shirt, while Harry had grey sweatpants on and a black fitted band t-shirt that outlined his muscular chest.

'So Harry, what's the first thing you're going to do when you get home?' Jeremy asked while they were walking. Harry shook his head.

'I don't want to think about leaving it will only make me sad.' Harry said as Jeremy opened the door to the mess hall. 'Is Hana in here?' Harry asked; wanting to sit with her. Jeremy's eyes scanned the group of people before his eyes fell upon Hana who was sitting at a table with Louis.

'Yea her and Louis are sitting together.' Jeremy informed him which made Harry smile; happy that the two of them were together.

'I knew by the end of camp they'd get along.' Harry said with a smile as Jeremy led them towards the food line. Jeremy laughed.

'Yeah on the very last day they finally get along.' Jeremy said making Harry laugh. 'Chocolate chip pancakes or normal?' Jeremy asked Harry who raised his eyebrows as if to say; you know which one. Jeremy chuckled but put two chocolate chip pancakes on Harry's plate.

'Thanks Jer you're the best!' Harry said enthusiastically making his voice sound like a small child. Jeremy laughed and continued down the line; filling his and Harry's plates with a delicious breakfast. He led the two of them over to the table where Hana and Louis were sat. Both of then smiled at the two boys who approached.

'Hey babe.' Louis said sliding an arm around Harry's waist as he sat down. He pressed a kiss to Harry's cheek and then nuzzled his nose into Harry's neck making Harry giggle. 'How was your sleep?' Louis asked Harry; Jeremy and Hana too involved in their own conversation to notice.

'It was the best i've had since I got here.' Harry admitted with a smile. Louis smiled as well.

'That's good to hear. Now eat up quick, we're going to start the farewell activities soon, i'm already finished my food.' Louis told Harry who nodded and then began to quickly dig in to his breakfast.

'Woah slow down there Styles you're going to hurt yo self.' Hana said as she picked up her plate and set it on her lap. Harry just smiled at her with a mouthful of food. She twisted her face with grimace but then laughed as she left to bring her empty plate to the kitchen.

After a few more minutes of eating, Harry and Jeremy had both finished; Jeremy went to put away the dishes. Harry thanked him and walked out of the mess hall with Louis's hand in his.

When everyone had cleared out of the mess hall they were all crowded in front of a picnic table that Zayn and Niall were standing on; Zayn with a megaphone in his hand. Everyone chatted excitedly until Niall whistled loudly. Zayn smiled fondly at him.

'Thanks babe.' Zayn grinned making Niall smile as well. 'Alright now that I have all of your attention it is time that I announce some sad news. It is indeed the last day of camp.' Zayn said and pouted. The group of campers all let out groans of sadness but Zayn quickly talked again. 'Seeing as it is the last day, we have some farewell activities planned for you all. These activities have been a tradition since the camp opened and so we will continue to do that today. Starting with the awards ceremony.' Zayn said earning some quiet 'Ooooh's from the campers. 'Your counsellors have made some awards for each person in their cabin. We hope you'll keep these awards and pull it out when you're missing camp. We'll start with cabin one!'

Eventually it had come down to cabin seven. Hana had received the award for sassiest camper which gave her a great laugh.

Louis and Niall stepped onto the picnic table and took the megaphone from Zayn.

'First is Tony, who we gave the award of friendliest camper.' Louis said giving Tony a piece of paper and a hug. Niall hugged him as well before he walked away.

'Next is Noah who we gave the award of most artistic.' This time Niall announced the award and gave Noah the paper. 'Then Sam, which we labelled as the happiest camper.' Niall said and smiled as Sam screamed excitedly and rushed up to hug both Niall and Louis tightly.

'Thanks! You guys are my bestest friends forever and ever!' Sam shouted making everyone smile. He walked off with his certificate as the next person was called up.

'Nick we gave the award of quietest camper.' Louis said making everyone laugh. Nick smiled hugely and hugged both boys. 'And the award of bravest camper goes to Jeremy.' Louis said with a smile. He hugged Jeremy extra tight as he took his certificate. Louis pecked Jeremy's cheek lightly and patted him on the back before pulling away to see Jeremy smiling at him. When Jeremy had left the stage Louis presented the final award for his cabin. 'And last but not least we have Harry.
Which we gave the award of most light-spirited.' Louis smiled as he watched Harry walk to the picnic table by himself. Louis grabbed Harry's hand and helped him up. When Harry was standing stable on the picnic table Louis wrapped his arms tightly around the him. Harry pulled back quickly; not wanting to cry in front of everyone. He took his certificate and hopped down from the table; Jeremy helping him. The two of them along with Hana listened as the other cabins awards were announced.

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'The last farewell activity we have planned is the hug circle. Could everyone please stand in a big circle?' Zayn asked into the megaphone. It took a few minutes but eventually a circle was made. Zayn stood in the middle of the very large circle with the megaphone. 'Alright so this is how it's going to go.' Zayn began to explain the activity. 'I'll start off by going up to Niall here and saying, hug, handshake, high five, or all three? Niall will respond with which ever one he likes.'

'All three!' Niall said back smiling.

'I will proceed to give him all three. Then I move on to the next person and Niall follows behind me. Does anyone not understand?' Zayn asked making sure everyone was clear on the instructions. No one said anything so Zayn started the line.

When Zayn came up to Harry, he asked for all three. When Zayn hugged him he also gave Harry a pat on the back. 'I'm sure I'll see you again with Louis sometime.' Zayn smiled. Harry bit his lip and shook his head.

'No I don't think so.' Harry responded. Zayn raised his eyebrows in confusion and turned to Louis who was standing next to Harry. Louis just smiled and ignored Zayn's confusion.

'Give me all three brother!' Louis cheered jumping onto Zayn; wrapping his legs around Louis's waist. 'We'll talk later.' Louis whispered to Zayn while hugging him. Zayn nodded against Louis's shoulder. 'See you at home Z!' Louis shouted while he and Zayn laughed.

Eventually it was Harry's turn to follow behind. The first person he came up to was Louis. Louis didn't even give Harry a chance to ask what action he wanted before jumping into Harry's arms; wrapping his own arms around Harry's neck. Harry responded by tightly wrapping his arms around Louis's waist. Louis pressed his face into Harry's neck while Harry did the same.

'Harry..' Louis started to whisper but was cut off by a camper who was standing beside Louis.

'Let's continue with the line please.' The camper harshly said. Both boys slowly pulled back; Harry forcing a smile onto his face even though inside he was breaking. Louis smiled sadly as well but continued on down the line behind Harry.

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Soon after, the final activity had ended and people began to go back to their cabins to pack up all of their belongings. Harry was about to do the same until a hand grabbed his and pulled him away. Harry recognised the smooth tiny hand as Louis's.

'Where are we going? I need to pack.' Harry said as Louis continued to pull him away from the cabin. Louis didn't respond and only kept walking. 'Lou?' Once again, Harry didn't get a response, but soon felt sand slip into his shoes. Louis had brought him down to the beach.

'I don't want to do it you know?' Louis shouted suddenly; letting go of Harry's hands. Harry could hear the crack in Louis's voice; knowing that he was crying. 'I don't want to! This has been the best two months of my life Harry. You're everything I've ever wanted. You're so perfect and you make me happy. I don't want to leave that behind. This wasn't supposed to happen!' Louis shouted angrily yet sad at the same time.

'What happen?'

'I wasn't supposed to fall in love with you! You weren't supposed to fall in love with me!' Louis said; tears now falling from his eyes.

'Well it did Louis! I fell in love with you, and you fell in love with me! You can't control love Louis! It just happens. There's nothing we can do about it. Just stay with me!' Harry said reaching out for Louis. Louis shook his head.

'I can't Harry! Don't you understand? This wasn't supposed to happen!' Louis quietly said sadly. 'You promised you wouldn't fall in love with me!' This he said louder. Harry let the tears fall onto his cheeks.

'Well I'm sorry for making a promise I couldn't keep Louis. I love you okay? I love you with everything I have. It wasn't supposed to happen no. But it did! You can't change that, and neither can I. You can't leave me Louis, because you love me too much and you know it.' Harry sobbed. Louis silently cried into the palms of his hands. 'Louis..' Harry whimpered quietly. Louis wiped the tears of his face and sniffled.

'No you're wrong Harry. This is it. I told you from the beginning that we were done when camp finished. I have to leave you.' Louis quietly said and then wiped some more tears that had fallen. He took Harry into his arms and hugged the boy tightly; wishing things could be different, and wishing that he hadn't lied to Harry in the first place. He was angry at himself and upset that he couldn't go back to the day they first met and just let Harry know he wasn't a girl. 'I want you to know that you are the bravest sweetest person I have ever had the pleasure of knowing Harry. I mean that from the bottom of my heart. And you're right; I love you so so much. I wish things didn't have to end between us but they do. I'm sorry.' Louis whispered; tears falling onto Harry's neck. Louis could also feel tears dripping onto his own neck from Harry. 'I'm going to miss you so much kitty.' Louis said; his heart breaking. Harry let out a sob and clung to Louis tighter. Louis squeezed his eyes shut; keeping in a sob. 'Harry, I'm going to walk you back to your cabin and then that will be it. After that I wont see you again okay?' Louis asked pulling away from Harry. He kept a hand on the back of Harry's neck; their faces mere inches apart. Harry's bottom lip trembled as another tear fell. Louis let out one quiet sob before pulling Harry's lips to his own. The kiss only lasted a few moments; their tears becoming a salty mixture as they fell to their connected lips. When they pulled away Louis wiped away Harry's tears with the pads of his thumbs and then weakly smiled. 'Shhh don't cry kitty. You'll be okay without me. You'll be just fine.' Louis put his lips against Harry's forehead, and kissed it; letting his lips linger. 'Come on.' Louis linked Harry's fingers with his and began to lead Harry back to the cabin. When they reached the cabin, Louis wrapped his arms around Harry once more, but then pulled back just as quick. 'Goodbye Harry.' Louis whispered and then he quickly left; crying as he did. Jeremy and Hana watched the whole thing happen and were quick to rush to Harry's side. Jeremy immediately took Harry into his grasp.

'Oh Harry.' Jeremy said hugging the boy. Harry began to sob into Jeremy's shoulder as Hana reached up and placed a hand on his back. Harry gripped tightly onto Jeremy as he continued to cry.

'She really did it Jeremy. She really left me.' Harry said between sobs. Jeremy's eyes met Hana's as she opened her mouth to say something but then shut it right after seeing how upset Harry already was.

'It's alright Harry. You're going to be just fine.' Jeremy said running a hand along Harry's back. 'You're okay.' Jeremy continued to whisper soothing things to the broken boy until he calmed down a bit. 'Well its about 1 o'clock Harry. Everyone's getting picked up at around 2. We should start packing up don't you think?' Jeremy asked once he and Harry had pulled away from their hug. Harry nodded and wiped some tears from his eyes.

'Everything will be okay Styles. You'll get over her.' Hana said grabbing Harry's hand before he and Jeremy returned to their cabin. Harry nodded and brought Hana's hand up to his lips; kissing it sweetly making her smile.

'Thanks Hana.' Harry said and then left with Jeremy back to their cabin. When they stepped inside Harry let out a big long sigh. Every other boy was already in the cabin packing up their stuff. They turned their heads to Harry as he walked in; noticing his red brimmed eyes.

'You okay Harry?' This was Tony who asked. Harry nodded and weakly smiled.

'Yeah, just going to miss all you buds.' Harry responded with a light laugh. They other boys laughed as well, and then pouted.

'We'll miss you too Harry.' Tony replied earning a smile from Harry. The moment was broken by a knock on the door. Niall went over to open it and smiled at the visitor. He stepped aside so everyone could see the lady standing there. She had shoulder length brown hair and she was a little bit on the heavier side. She had a toddler on her hip but set her down; both of them smiling brightly. The little girl's eyes widened when she saw into the cabin and she immediately came running in.
'Sammy!' She ran towards Sam and he began to shout with excitement when she ran in. He picked her up into his arms and kissed both her cheeks excitedly. 'I missed you Sammy!' She shouted wrapping her small arms around his neck. He nuzzled his chin onto her back.

'I missed you Betty!' Sam said smiling. The then set her on the ground and held her hand instead. 'Boys this is me little sister Betty! And guess what? She came to pick me up with me mum!' Sam then rushed over to his mum who was standing in the doorway. She hugged him tightly and then smiled. Each boy watched with a smile on their face; each of them excited to see their own family again. Sam said his goodbyes to each boy and then left with his mum; Niall going with them to sign them out of the camp. When they were gone, the boys continued to pack up their stuff.

'Jeremy could you give me a hand with my suitcase here?' Harry asked trying to zip up his suitcase. Jeremy nodded and sat on the suitcase while Harry zipped it up. 'Thank you!' Harry chuckled along with Jeremy who did the same.

'Man Harry I can't wait to introduce you to my family!' Jeremy said hopping off of Harry's suitcase. 'They'll love you!' Jeremy said making Harry smile; though it was weak. Jeremy noticed his and put his thumb underneath Harry's chin; tilting it up. 'Chin up Haz.' Jeremy said. Harry smiled bigger this time. Jeremy knew it wasn't genuine but he let it pass; knowing there wasn't much he could do.

About an hour passed before Harry and Jeremy were both finished packing up all of their stuff. Now they were just sitting side by side on the swings; not actually swinging but just kicking at the ground below. Hana was with them as well; just sitting in front of them. Jeremy looked up at the sound of a vehicle pulling up to the camp and his eyes lit up when he saw a little girl jump out of the vehicle, followed by a man and woman. He jumped up from the swing and grabbed Harry's hand; running with him towards the family. The little girl giggled as Jeremy neared and began to laugh even more when he scooped her up. He kissed both her cheeks just as Sam had done before with his little sister.

'Hello my little princess.' Jeremy said spinning the small child around. She was easily recognizable as Jeremy's little sister; both sharing the same twinkling brown eyes. She had his goofy grin as well. He set her down to hug his parents after. The resemblance between Jeremy and his dad was crazy as well. Jeremy was like a mini to his dad; but not so much his mum. When they had finished talking Jeremy gestured to Harry.

'Mum, Dad, Katie this is Harry. Over the two months at camp he has become my best friend, and he also happens to live in Cheshire.' Jeremy introduced them. 'Harry this is my family. My mum Isla, my dad is Edgar and my little sister is Katie.' Harry smiled and waved.

'It's lovely to meet you Harry. Say, I hope I don't sound too forward by asking this, but what's your last name?' Jeremy's mum Isla asked sticking her hand out for Harry to shake. Jeremy picked up Harry's hand in his own and then placed it in his mums. Harry shook it lightly and smiled.

'No it's not rude at all. It's Styles.' Harry replied making Isla smile.

'You're mother is Lillian Styles?' She asked curiously. Harry nodded making Isla smile even wider. 'I know who you are! Lillian and I work together! I thought you looked familiar. You look just like your mum.' Isla said making Jeremy raise his eyebrows at her. 'Oh don't give me that look.'

'You knew there was another boy my age in town and didn't tell me?!' Jeremy asked. Isla laughed quietly and nodded.

'I didn't think to bring it up. Sorry sweetie.' She wrapped an arm around Jeremy's shoulder and kissed his head. 'Anyway sweet pea we need to hit the road, Annalise has her dance recital tonight and would love for you to be there! It was so lovely to meet you Harry!' Isla said, stretching her hand out for Jeremy's little sister to take. She took it and then looked back at Harry smiling.

'Your hair is curly.' She pointed at it smiling and then skipped along with Jeremy's mother in tow. Harry smiled and then laughed; a laugh that wasn't forced. Jeremy quickly hugged Harry and then pulled away to hug Hana tightly. He lifted her out of her wheelchair and held her.

'I'll come visit you soon I promise.' He told her. She nodded and then he set her back down in her wheelchair.

'You better.' She replied furrowing her eyebrows he nodded and then turned to Harry hugging him again.

'And I'll see you soon.' He said and then lowered his voice so that only Harry would hear. 'Just keep holding up. You can do it.' Jeremy said. Harry nodded against Jeremy's shoulder and then smiled and waved as Jeremy walked away leaving Hana and Harry alone. They went back to the swings and sat silently.

'I miss my family.' Hana admitted chewing on her nail. Harry looked towards her and smiled sadly. 'I didn't think I would but I actually do. I have an older brother. He's 19, I think you two would get along.' Hana said smiling. Almost as if on cue, a tall muscular guy started running towards the two. Hana shrieked and then smiled widely as the guy picked her up out of her wheelchair and spun her around. He didn't let her down for a few minutes but when he did he was smiling. The only way that you would be able to know that these two are related is their same soft brown eyes. 'I'm so glad to see you!' Hana said excitedly he smiled in response. 'Styles this is my brother Dillon, Dillon this is my best friend Styles.' Hana gestured towards Harry who smiled again. Dillon smiled back and then grabbed Hana's bags and wheelchair handles pushing her away. 'Wait Dillon let me say bye!' Hana said already frustrated by her brother. He groaned but pushed her back towards Harry. He bent down to hug her and kiss her on the cheek.

'Thanks for everything Hana. I'll see you soon okay? I'll drive out with Jeremy to come visit you.' Harry told her. She nodded and smiled.

'I'm really glad I met you Harry.' Hana said smiling fondly. Harry widened his eyes.

'You called me Harry.'
'That is your name isn't it?' This was the last thing she said to him before Dillon pushed her away again. Harry grinned and then sat back down on the swings; his grin fading. He waited on those swings alone for about 20 more minutes until he heard a familiar whistle. He jumped up quickly and wrapped his arms around the figure.

'Danielle!' Harry shouted hugging the small girl. She laughed and hugged her back. 'What are you doing here? I thought Liam was coming?' He asked happily as he pulled away from the hug. She shook her head and placed her hands on her hips.

'Not happy to see me?' She asked jokingly. Harry shook his head and hugged her again.

'Never been happier to see you.' Harry said. Danielle smiled.

'It's good to see you too Harry. We all missed you back at the house. I sure know Ariel missed her uncle Harry. And no Liam got to drop you off so I wanted to pick you up. He's at home with Ariel.' Danielle explained. Harry smiled and the mention of Ariel's name.

'How is she? I can't wait to see her.' Harry smiled. Danielle nodded; her tight curls bouncing.

'She's a happy little baby. Always smiling and giggling now.' Danielle responded and then reached for Harry's bags. 'We should get going. Is there anyone you need to say bye to first?' Danielle asked. Harry felt his eyes brim with tears and so he squeezed his eyes shut; not letting them fall.

'Uh no, let's just go.' Harry said. Danielle nodded. As they began to walk away Harry stopped when he heard his name being called.

'Harry! Wait!' Someone shouted. Harry turned around at the voice and was taken aback when someone jumped onto him; their arms wrapping around his body. Harry knew exactly who it was.

'I can't do it. I just can't. I love you too much. I can't do it.' Louis said kissing Harry's cheek. Harry let a tear fall as he hugged Louis back in relief. 'I love you.' Louis said pulling back. 'And I don't know if you still want me after everything that just happened a few hours ago but I love you so much and I just couldn't let you go and if you still want me we could make this work.'

'I love you too Louis.' Harry said before smashing Louis's lips against his. Danielle coughed awkwardly.

'I'll just wait for you in the car.' Danielle said and then walked away; pulling Harry's suitcases with her. Harry grinned when him and Louis broke apart.

'I couldn't stop thinking about it and I knew it was the wrong thing to do because I would be hurting to much if I left you. You're my everything Harry. You're all I have.' Louis explained; tear's racing down his cheeks. Harry was just the same way.

'I'm so in love with you Louis.' Harry spoke and once again, their lips locked; neither boy having a care in the world.


Louis knew exactly what he was doing. Only digging himself into a deeper mess. He had only one thought though. Harry would never be able to see him. He wouldn't have to find out. The only problem was keeping it a secret from everyone else.
Louis knew that this would never work, but at the moment Harry was his everything and he couldn't bring himself to leave him. Of course he knew that in the end, it wouldn't end well.

A/N louis....louis what are you doin?? Loueh...stahp. U only making things worse for yourself. Omg okay how was the chapter? What were your emotions ;) Any predictions for what might happen? Thanks again! Dont forget to follow the love is blind instagram account for pictures of characters and sneak peeks of chapters!

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