School was canceled yesterday because of snow and it's Saturday now. I haven't seen either one of the Hutcherson brothers since the night I slept with Josh though. I've had a lot going on. It's settled that my parents are getting a divorce. Thankfully, my dad isn't going to fight my mom for the house. I don't think he's going to fight to hard to get Beth and I either. Beth is still pretty upset about the whole thing but she's doing better. My mom is whole different story. She just lays in her bed all day and cries. I understand that she's upset but she has Beth to take care of. I can take care of myself but Beth is only 6 years old. Hopefully, she'll start being a mom again soon.
My phone starts ringing. I pick it up and see that Josh is calling me. I hesitate before answering.
"Hello?"
"Katie?"
"Yes?"
"Thank god. I had to beg Connor for your number. I wasn't sure if he gave me the real one or not."
He talked to Connor. I hope he didn't say anything.
"Well he did. What do you need?"
"I was just making sure that you were okay. You are okay, right?"
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"That's good. Uhm, do you want to come over later?"
"I can't. I'm going over to Connors for a while."
That isn't exactly a lie. I was thinking about going over there.
"Oh okay. Maybe after then?"
"Maybe."
"Okay. I'll see you later."
"Okay, bye."
I hang up and sigh. I guess I should go over to Connors. I get up and pull my hair in a bun. I put on a hoodie, some skinny jeans, and my boots. I slide my phone in my pocket and walk into my moms room. She's laying there, crying.
"Hey, I'm going to Connors. Can I use your car?"
"Take the truck."
"Okay."
I walk out of her room and down the stairs. I grab the truck keys and go out the door. I start the truck and drive. I could walk to his house if I wanted but it's so cold.
I park in the driveway and get out. I walk to the front door and knock. I usually go straight in but I have a weird feeling in my stomach. I'm scared he's going to look at me and notice that I'm not a virgin anymore. Is that even possible? I hope not. I would be screwed.
The door opens to revel Michelle. She gives me a odd look then smiles.
"I wasn't expecting it to be you. You could have came in."
"I know. I don't know why I didn't. Sorry."
"No, no. It's fine. Come on in."
I walk in and look around. It's quiet and peaceful here. No ones crying or yelling.
"Connor is up in his room."
I tell her thank you before walking up to his room. I open the door and see him laying on his bed with his eyes closed and headphones in. I laugh. I run and jump on him. His eyes open and he smiles when he sees it's me. He takes out his headphones.
"Well, well look who it is."
"Sorry I didn't call or anything. A lot has been going on."
"Tell me everything."
