He was always there but I didn't know it

I understand my feeling....

"My mom was  just kidding about me needing to be tutor, you can leave now bye, oh did you know that people start using bathroom so much these days, well I need to go to the bathroom by now." He stare at me a while, then I rush to the bathroom, I was so nervous, that I never want to get out, I started washing my face and wait until he is gone but he just wont leave. I got out and he started to push me to my room, and made me studied everything. Every time he ask me to answer the question I always get it wrong and he would hit me on the head. After he realize that I didn’t get anything he teach me his way instead of how the teacher teach us. His way of teaching is so easy to understand, when he teach me done he would quiz me and all the question his had asked me I get it all right. I was happy that he come to tutor me, but at the same time I just wanted to hide from him because now my heart beat as twice as much. Finally we talk normal, what I mean he talk like his usual self again because we done studying.  

"Do you know why I agree to tutor you?" he asked me 

" Um to torture me much..." 

" NO dummy it's because I don’t want to walk upstairs and down to get you, that is a long way down you know." 

" Okay now you trying to be mean to me, if you don’t want to tutor you don’t have too it's not like I ask for your help." 

" Nah it doesn’t matter anyway the reason is that I don’t want my pet to stay behind while the master move up to the next level." 

"Well I just wanted you to know that if I did pass I hope that your not in my class anymore like this year."  

" That's so funny." 

 "Of course it funny to me but not to you because your so dumb to understand my joke jerk." 

Than a few hour later we walked down the stair, my mom ask him to stay over at our house to night because it's very late. I can't believe he agree to it now, I felt like we were sleeping in the same roof and breathing inside the same roof too no this can't happen. So I walked toward my mother and pulled her away from him so he doesn’t hear us. 

"Mom what are you doing I told you already leave us along we wont ever never.... wont ever never..." I don’t know why I cant said fall in love with him there might be something wrong with me I should see the doctor tomorrow or something. No I shouldn’t do that I have to face what is in front of me.  

"Sweetie I know that you don’t like him, but it dark outside and you dad isn't home yet so he have to stay over to night okay?" 

" But he wanted to destroyed my heart mommy you can't let that happen to me." 

"Um what do you mean he destroyed your heart, you know he cant touch your heart but stole your heart."  

"NO mommy he doesn’t want to stole my heart but destroyed because it happen yesterday at school. I wasn’t feeling well so the teacher told me to went to the nurse office to rest and he take me to the nurse office that jerk did. He video tape while I was a sleep in class so I wanted to snatched it away from him but he pulled away and I fall down on top of him. Since that happen my heart just keep beating faster and faster every time I'm near him. Yesterdays while I was studying he just keep popping up and I keep see him every where." 

" Honey calm down okay, this happen to you because you develop some feeling for him and it mean that you like him." 

" What! mom that can't happen No it not true you just lying because you wanted me to be with him that why." 

" NO sweetie I'm not lying to you right now, you like but you just don’t know yet?" 

"But why him mom he always get on my nerve, and he always mess with me. I always hate to get near or even see his face but out of nowhere you telling me now that I like him you got to be kidding me mom."