He was always there but I didn't know it

Destined to be...

Before I lift to go to my grandma house, I waited for my best friend it been so long since I meet them or even saw them. I wonder how they doing? When they come over we went out for a bit than we come back home and they help me with my packing. They don’t want me to go, but I told them that it very important so they give each other a goodbye hug. Atusko wanted me to call them every weekend and tell them what I been up too, it so funny that they act like my parent now LOL. I'm going to miss them very much, my older brother was mad at me so he didn’t said goodbye to me this morning will it not my fault that he upset just because of me that why he can't go hang with his buddy anymore. Will maybe it a little my fault but this is important to me so I have to take the chance that I got right now, but hey I wish him good luck it his job any way as an older brother. 

Going to my grandma house is a bad idea, every single day I been having nightmare and sometime I heard someone calling my name for help. I don’t know why last time when I visit this never happen but why now, what did I do now? I'm just confuse I didn’t come here to have more nightmare and hard someone calling my name for help, I come here to break the curse so that I wouldn't hurt anyone dear to me ever again.  Am I their savor or something, am I the one who could save them from their miserable or something. I thought about it over and over but still I can't be the one they call power priests princess whatever name I heard, I mean I'm just a normal high school girl that went to college earlier than anyone else.  Am I just hearing thing, if I am than I really need help I mean does anyone else hear what I hear, I'm kind of worry about this thing that I been hearing since I first get here I asked my grandma about it but she wouldn’t tell me she said that I have to wait for the right time to know about it. Why do I have to wait I mean she the one who wanted me to be priest at least tell me now instead of later so that I would get ready for whatever is a head of me, I don’t get this family anymore why do I have to stuck with them.  

" But grandma I been hearing them calling my name since I get here can you like at least tell me now so that I don’t have to be scare please grandma?" I asked her again 

"Sweeties, you just have to wait for the right moment, sooner or later you would no the reason why they need your help. For please just be strong, and don’t worry about a thing for now okay?" 

"But grandma I try my best to ignore thing but I felt like I don’t know there something that I could do for them.. I don’t know why but that how I felt and I still don’t get it why don’t they call for you instead of me? Grandma I need answer I can't wait." 

"Sweeties please, you have to wait until you 18 to know okay? if I tell you now you might be hurt by it or maybe you don’t like what you destined to be."  

"What are you talking about? What I'm destined to be? I don’t care what I'm destined to be as long as I break this cruse and that I wont hurt other who dear to me you got that grandma!?" I was so mad why can't she just tell me, I'm a family not a stranger.  

"Sweeties calm down please, I'm not telling you now because it might be dangerous for you to know now since the curse is still within you."  

"Will why don’t you tell me that earlier than so that I don’t have to ask you and get mad at you." 

" Because I don’t want her to hear it or even know about it that is why? Because if she does know it that mean you life now is over, when she know you wont be here instead she would kill you do you want that?" 

" No I don’t want that, but still you should've tell me." 

" She is someone that could destroy your life, if she know what she wanted to know she going to kill you and take your love away from you. Do you want to know why he dead because she want him too, but she can't have him since she not alive but instead she kill him. Now do you want to no where he is? He is with her."