He was always there but I didn't know it

I have to decided...and make a Good Choices

What do she mean.... Do I know that person is he what I think who he is, no there must be a mistaking this is not him no it can't be him it might be someone else. Even though I try to deny it so many time but I can't anymore, I felt like everything is telling me "you should stop denying thing, if you do you might regret now be strong faces it."  

"What do you mean you want him to show me who is he? Are you saying that he is..is?" no I cant ask I might be wrong 

" Yes he is, now Arashi how her who you are? She is someone important me and you do you remember that?" she asked him 

"Yes I remember that madam?" when I heard that right than I recognize his voices it is him, how? I mean how come he is here with her? 

When he turn around toward me and get the blur out of his face right than I could actually see him clearly it was him, right now I'm just to happy to see him so I run toward him try to hug but instead I walked right through. How could this be? Why can't I touch him? I'm just so confuse right now if I could talk to them why can't I touch and worst of all he doesn’t even know me. What did she do to him, is he like under her spell or something....???? 

" You can't touch him, and he doesn’t even know anything about you or himself.." she told me 

" What did you do to him?" I asked her as tear running down my chick 

" I had done nothing to him he make this choices, he the one who decide to forget about you. So what are you going to do huh?" No I don’t want to believe he cant decide like this, very though there might be hardship he wont make that choices she must be lying.  

"NO you lying I don’t  believe you, tell me the truth what did you do to him. I know him better than this, even if there choices he still going to do something that would make him regret a thing about it." 

"You can believe what ever you want." 

How is this possible why would he make this decision isn't because of me, I walked toward him he back away from me. Now I get it maybe he does regret being with me, if he is than I guess I have to do something about this.  

"Tomoseran, I'm sorry about this I'm guess that you might hate now so I'm going to do what ever it take to bring you back okay." he told him 

"No it doesn’t matter, I like it here better but if you could bring me back than it fine by me." he said. 

I guess he really does like being here with her, now I guess I can't do anything to make him remember something about me. Maybe this is the right thing, because if she couldn’t break that cruse than I don’t have to hurt once again, it might be better if we went our separate way if we get through this alive. I get up and walk away from him, now I'm going to let him be, I wont try to see him anymore or even think about him when I save everyone from this mess. I'm just going to stay and the shrine and make that my home from now on. There no need for me to meet someone, being lonely is much  better for me because there no one to be hurt now.. 

"So what do you need me to do? Since you told me to come here there must be something you want to tell me. Like how I could break this curse?" I asked her. She seem so calm like there nothing for to worry about at all.  

" There is but it up to you rather you safe this person or rather you die and you still could save that person." 

"Are you telling me to make a decision or something?" " Yeah that is right." 

" Okay fine, what is it?" " Here is your choices, rather you die and save him or both of you live."Okay this decision is not even tough why does she acted like I might want to die to save him, will I might die to save him too but she said that I could chose both of us alive right so I'm going to chose that.. 

"That is a simple answer, both of us alive that is it.." " Okay than that mean that he going to forget everything that happen between y'all two and as for you I could use you anytime I wanted to you got that." So I guess this is how it is, she not going to said all of the sentence cause she know that I'm going to said that both of us alive right.. Will it doesn’t matter anyway cause he already doesn’t know anything about me to worry about that.  

" Okay I accepted that and beside it doesn’t matter anymore rather he remember me or not, now I don’t want him to  be hurt by me anymore it a good thing that he going to forget about me." 

After we done talking she took to this place, there was a beautiful  big tree and there are two fruit up there. She told us to eat that fruit, she said that when we eat it everyone going to forget that Tomoseran is dead. They just going to said that he unconscious for about a 3 moths and that is it, will I'm glad.. When we eat that fruit than somehow I'm at home, I remember everything but I don’t know how I get home and on the other she was there sitting down waiting for me to get up.. 

"Raise and shine sleeping beauty." she said 

"Um what had happen to me." I asked her 

" Oh we at your grandparent." "What about him where is he?" 

"Oh you mean Tomoseran you parent take him  back to the hospital, and don’t worry he is fine."  

I feel so strange this morning, I felt like I'm lighter than before, when I look on the mirror the mark that she leave on my back as a curse was gone and I'm thankful for that but on my forehead there something written on it. I'm not sure what it is... 

" Um, Michiko  what is this? I thought you said that you going to break the curse  now you adding another curse?????!!!" I'm kind of mad at her right now, I mean she said that she going to break the curse if I just do what she said how come she break the other curse but add another curse on me again. 

"No, I didn’t add any other curse on you. I actually did break the curse, see the mark on your back is gone. And just to let you know that mark is so ugly and huge too." 

"Um for your information you’re the one who did that, and hey don’t change the subject now tell me what is this on my forehead right now."  

" I don’t know, and that definitely not my curse." "If it not your curse than who is it, and if it not a curse than what is it?" 

" I don’t maybe it because of that fruit that you eat?" " Oh you mean the fruit that you give me and Tomoseran to eat?" "Yeah" 

"Oh yeah I forgot to ask you what does that fruit do anyway it doesn’t seem to change your memory or anything it felt like just an ordinary fruit."  

"Um about that I don’t know nothing about that fruit either I just thought that it seem cool, you know how he end back at the hospital by eating that fruit or is it that you bring him back here when he felt."  

"WHAT!!!!!! Are you saying that you just tell us to eat it without knowing anything about that fruit???" "Um yeah??" *_-  

"What kind of ghost are you? I thought that you a scary ghost that curse people, and capture a spirit that have a good life when they were alive but no but you a ghost that think everything is cool right?" "No that not true" 

"Will whatever this is we have to found out more information about this." 

"Oh before that happen your grandma told me to tell you that when you wake up you need to see him one last time even though you make up your mind about not  seeing him again."  

" You got to be kidding me, than that mean I'm going to go to my mom and dad first and explain everything to them. Look what you got me into, all this time you scare me but it seem like you having fun with that while I feel so miserable."  

"It not my fault that I have to do that, any beside that they only way for me to get to you. I mean for you to help me, I wanted you to help me with something before I leave here. And you the only one that could help me that is why I'm sorry if I do anything harmful to you." 

"Will at least you understand some feeling.."  

After that chat, someone knock on the door and it was my brother I guess that he the one who going to take me to Tomoseran huh. I get inside the car it seem like he is mad at me or something cause he didn’t even talk to me. Fine if that the way you going to act when you hadn't see me in 3 month that fine with me.