He was always there but I didn't know it

My Darkest Secert

*********************************Tomoseran***************************

I hope that she happy when who ever that person is, and that he wont hurt her even left her alone somewhere in the dark she doesn't like that. I hope that if that person who about her secret he wont run away from her, even it seem like she happy and you felt like something about her is bothering please I hope that person try to figure it out. Right now I guess I couldn't do anything but to let her go...

"Honey hurry up, before we get there late..." my wife call me

"Okay I'm coming.." I told her

Todays is the days of our wedding I wonder if I should invite them, but than I afraid that I might hurt her if she see this. But maybe I should just sent it just incase they think I might forget about them.

*************************************Yuki********************************

1 month before

This morning I was a wake super early because my grandma told us that we should practice something for upcoming wedding. I wonder what it is, but she didn't tell me yet. I wonder what it is that they try to hide it from me, I practice with my brother watching him pose as a monk and staring thing that I couldn't understand I just stand there and just laugh at him.

"What are you doing? Are you trying to said the word or you just the remember any word but you just humming the word to act like you know what you doing?" I asked him

"Don't be jealous, just because you didn't until it." he said with a smiling face.

"Ha ha ha it very funny."

Since my brother with me I parent didn't visit me that much anymore, they just call me and ask how I'm doing. I wonder thing going over there with them, are they planning some big event or something....

I happy that every day I got to be with him, and I hope that what ever going to happen to me and the future that he would be okay with it. I wonder if I should tell them about it, this place is so cruel. My life is cruel everything about is so cruel, I thought that I wont hurt anyone but I can't stop that from happening because the world just too cruel. I should just save my energy for something important, right now I'm just to tired to do anything. So I went back inside and went to sleep...

"So and a couple of month it going to be your last day right????" someone asked me

"Yeah I guess so, but please when I'm not there take care of my brother, he might think that your me but please jet let him think that way."

"Yes I will.." "Thank you.."

There a secret that I have that no one know about not even my parent or grandparent, I don't know if it something important for them to know about it. I'm sorry that I hasn't tell you about my secret until now, I hope that you could forgive me. I biggest secret is that there someone else beside me an this body, what I meant was there someone else inside of me who wanted other to know about it. She only talk to me when there something important that she wanted to tell me about or talk about. She would only show up when I'm a sleep, than she could talk to me. Y'all might like her better than me, because one day when I went to school I think I was in 8 grade it happen to me. On that days I was somewhere else she come to me, she said that I should rest from this world for a while so I did. She like a totally opposite of me, she smart, funny, athletic, weird, she got swagg and she could make you feel better when you are and a bad mood but best of are she a good fighter. I'm just the opposite of what she is, I wanted to be like her but she told me that we are one of the same she said I just need to believe and have confidence on myself. I wanted to believe that but who know she awesome and all but I like the me that is now, lazy, clumsy , and just want to be weird person with my friend. But one day I made a promise to her, instead of us switching all the time she would only come out when there are something occur in my life and I don't want to see or go there that person than she would take my place. Since I'm getting weaker each day I guess that it wouldn't happen maybe....