He was always there but I didn't know it

Mysterious Village...

When I get home I went straight to my room, the book that I get from the book store seem to be very old. So I started to read a few page of the book, some how I couldn’t get myself to stop reading. The story seem to be very different from that title of the book too, every word is changing every time I read it. This book is different from all of other book that I read before is this book magic or something, maybe this book does hold a secret or something could I be the one who found what this secret is. When I reach to the end I saw a picture of a girl she look just like me, everything about her is exactly like me, even the way she wrote her name is just like my hand writing. Could she be the one that try to tell me something, since I still don’t get I run down and show it to my grandma, but somehow when I show her the picture and what I learn from the book is so different when she read. I'm I the only one who could see this, so I just went inside my room and forget about. But tonight it so strange the book that I bring from the store somehow start glowing so I get up and I find something it was a note to me... 

"Dear myself, 

When you found this note that mean you are safe and I'm glade. You might be wondering who I am right? I'm you from the past, I don’t know if I'm still going to be reborn again in the next life but I just going to write it anyway. No matter what you do, when you meet that ghost think about the choices that you make. Think long and hard about it, don’t make the same mistake that I did please. I wont live long but I take all of my courage to write this so please don't disappoint me.. Please I'm asking you.." 

Wait what she me from the past, how does this possible I mean come on how does the letter still here wouldn’t be like rotten and the word would disappear how come it just dirty and that is it. Why does everything I my life is so strange right now, am I an my right mind right now no I might be insane right? So I couldn’t sleep at all last night, I'm too afraid..  I thought maybe if I fall a sleep I might end up somewhere. This morning I went out very early when I get to the book store, the store wasn’t there. Sometime this place is so old and run down too, I ask someone around the neighbor they said that the store over have been banned for over a thousand year. They told me that no one hasn’t fix it because one of the owner of that store told them long time ago that what ever happen to there store don’t do anything and that they waiting for someone, the owner of the book.  

" Books, what book?" I asked them 

" It called Welcome back, he said that the rightful owner of the book will known the purpose for why it still here.." he told me. But that is the book that I had, the owner give it to me yesterday am I the rightful owner for this book. 

"Is this the book?" I showed to them, they seem to be so surprise. 

"How do you get this book? When the owner of this store was still alive he never let anyone touch this book not even lift a finger on it." 

" Really, I come here yesterdays and I meet someone at this store I ask him something about a book at hold a secret that no one has ever find it before so he give me this book. But somehow something strange happen last night because of this book so that why I come here again to ask that person but I don’t know that he was dead along time ago I'm sorry about that.."  

"No, no there no need for you to apologies you did nothing wrong, it just that if he give you that book than it mean you’re the one..." I'm kind of confuse I'm the one for what??? I don’t get it. 

" Can you guy explain this to me? I'm just so confuse what do you mean I'm the one? Am I in trouble or something?" 

" NO it not that, it mean you that you had been reincarnation."  

"Huh I was what?" 

" You have reborn again, and we would gladly help you this time when you go there to the other path.." 

" What are you talking about, and how do you know that I would go there? Are you guy stalking me or something?" 

"No, please you save us once already an return we want to help you." 

 " I'm glad to hear that but this is my problem not your, I don’t want anything else to happen to y'all ."  

" Will I guess you the same person, always act tough even though you scare deep down." Will I guess it doesn’t matter if I were reborn, maybe they mistaking that is it. 

When I get home from that village I ask my grandmother if she know anything about that village but somehow she said that there no village up the mountain, now I'm more scare what there no village up there than who I'm I talking to than. They seem so normal how come they are dead, I'm I actually becoming the true me right now. They said that I have reborn again is what they said are true, if it true than maybe I have been curse back than too. After I talk my grandma I went to the shrine practicing my dance to cast the spirit away from the village, but I never get them right and I have to repeat it over and over again. I have like 49 days to go to the other side, I would practice all day with out eating. I can't wait any longer I should pass test faster so that I go there earlier, Why does being a priest so hard. Sometime I would just sleep and the shrine, somehow when I sleep there I don’t have nightmare but at home or at my grandma house I have a nightmare all the time. Maybe this is where I belong, not out there in the world but in the shrine right here. It was as if my body could rest here all day, I somehow feel like this shrine was my everything. But I somehow felt scared afterward, I thought that if I'm really the reborn owner of the book, than doesn't that mean that the person who use to be the owner of this person is dead, if so that mean I have a dead body of mine somewhere around here, and I get the feeling that the old me died right here in this shrine. That was probably why I never get nightmare when I sleep in this shrine it was because the person who was me before died here, and she was protecting me from all my nightmare. I was protected by her in the shrine. When I realize that I kind of felt grateful. I got back up, and started practicing my dance, and I wont ever give up because all this time the spirit of my old self is watching over me, and trusting me that I could fix everything. I kept trying to cast away spirit by my dancing but I never got it right, I always fell down and my feet became so swollen, I also have blister in my hands. When I finally decide to give up I tried one more time. I move my arm back and fourth, and swiftly start shifting my to different directions. I start singing while I dance and it help a little, but for the first time had it right, but still I kept practicing. I'm kind of afraid to mess things up the next time, so I thought if I do it right two time then maybe I wont mess up. 

When, I was too tired to keep practicing I went inside the house. I couldn't find my grandma at all. But then I saw someone coming inside the house, I wonder where she was I didn't even see her when she was outside. She walk toward me, and smile, than she start clapping her hand. To tell you the truth my grandma is  freaking me out right now. 

"Grandma why are you capping your hand and smiling." 

"I saw you practicing your dancing in the shrine today, and you finally did it, you got the steps and movement right, I know you could do it." 

"Grandma, don’t tell me you were spying on me, not cool I was having a peaceful time too." I said. Than we started laughing my grandma hug me, and went to the kitchen to cook the food. I was so hungry that my month drool a little. I walk to the kitchen with my mom, I even watch her cook the whole time. The smell was so good, I think my mouth could melt if I eat. When she was done, she set a bowl for me, I took some fork and stated digging in my food, my grandma stare at me, than she ate. My grandma must have think that I'm I weird and funny child, because the way I eat seems like I haven't eat anything for years, and my appetite is so huge. I knew my grandma didn't care because she loved me.