Quirks Of Being A Queen Bee ✔ COMPLETED ✔

Chapter Seventeen

My mouth flew open in disbelief, "W-what?" My lips trembled as I stared wide-eyed at a sobbing Heidi. "I-I I didn't mean to kiss him back!" She stuttered, as hot tears stream down her red face.

It was as if I was standing here, in this exact spot, staring at Heidi, believing that this was real, but I couldn't believe what she was saying to me.

"W-why?" I sobbed, literally hearing my heart breaking in pieces as everything began sinking in.

"Why would you do this to me Heidi! Why?" I clearly failed at trying to sound mad, because I wasn't mad, I just felt heart-broken, betrayed by the two people I love the most, torn in pieces because I just found out my child-hood best-friend lost both his parents and I wasn't even there for him, broken because Alex had broken up with me, and above everything I was in pain.

Heartache.

"I didn't do it! He kissed me, I didn't know that he still felt like that! It was all supposed to be in the past! I didn't- I'm so sorry Ash for being such a bitch, I-" She began clutching to her stomach, pouring her heart out when I heard Trevor in the doorway, "Ash, what's going on here?"

I turnt to him, my eyes red, tears streaming down my face, mascara smudged after re-applying about three times. He stared back at me wide-eyed as he began striding towards me.

"No Trev, It doesnt look like what it seems!" I pleaded with him, his face turning red.

"What's going on Ash?" He clenched his jaw, looking hard between Heidi who had her head bowed to the ground, and me.

I swallowed hard, silent sobs escaping my lips as I looked at Heidi with eyes filled with hurt, "Nothing Trev". I replied as I began walking away, towards the house.

"Ash- please let me explain I-" Heidi hollered to my back, but I didn't look back I didn't even turn to even glance. I didn't want to. I just wanted to curl up in my bed and cry my heart out all night and watch re-runs of The Notebook. I just didn't want to face it, as much as it sounds weak, I don't care.

"Just leave me alone Heidi! There's nothing to explain! Just save it!" I yelled back to her, not glancing back.

"Please stop Ash! Just hear me out, please let me explain!" She ran up to me, gripping unto my arm, making me come to an abrupt stop. Her eyes were filled with....regret and plead.

"What Heidi? What?! What is there to even explain or hear out! There's not nothing because you made Alex break up with me then you go behind my back and then you kiss him! What kind of a best-friend, what kind of a 'sister, does that Heidi? You were like a sister to me! I never did anything to hurt you! I was always the one trying to protect you from even getting hurt! Oh yea like that time you thought that Cameron guy liked you, well guess what he didn't, he even told me you're a bitch! But what did I do? I told him not to hurt you, he didn't. But I made you realize it was all a mistake! I was always there for you Heidi! H-how could you do something like this to me? How could you betray me? The person you once called a sister? Just why?" My lips were tremvbling, tears sprang from my eyes as I passed my fingers through my tangled hair. My gaze averted to the ground, as everything around me went dead silent for a minute or two, until Trevor spoke up.

"You did what? Wait, what is going on here? You and Alex broke up? Why, what, can someone please explain what's going on here?" Trevor groaned in frustration, annoyance plastered on his face.

Heidi was almost like a statue, it was as if her body had went into some mental freeze or something, her eyes wide at me as tears just rolled down her face.

I have to admit, I've never seen Heidi broken down like this ever. She is usually so strong, well mostly because she puts up this strong wall facade. I always knew she was not as strong as she made it out to be.