Keeping conversations with friends is litteraly one of the hardest things to do.. like even with my best friend I have troubles keeping the conversation, and she once told me she hates to always leed the convo. I really felt sorry towards her.
But she doesn't know that I'm struggling with SAD, I once told her that I might have this disorder, but tbh I think she forgot it and I'm kinda glad about it..
Like, does anyone have the same problems?:
Friends of you always complain about you beeing so quiet and "shy" but when you talk they don't even listen and ignore you or over talk you?
This happens to me like everytime and I kinda just want to give this shit up, lol. Even when I touch their arms to say something they ignore it.
It gives me a hard feeling of... insecurity? It just makes me feel sad because I got myself to talk, but then I'm being ignored.. I don't think they do it on purpose but often I think they just don't really like me. (Sorry if that sounded stupid.)
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Social Anxiety
Non-FictionI just want to ramble about Social Anxiety, experiences, bad things, and stuff like this. My english is really bad, so sorry.
