This Is Us [one direction fan fic]

Chapter 19

Danny's P.O.V

Once we went home I went to my room upstairs. I was planing to check up on my brother by giving him a call ( and yes before you even ask I actually do care for him) but.......

Me being me, I felt hungry and being the lazy ass I am was to lazy to go down so I walk up to my door and locked it. Then I checked under my bed if the key was still there. Once I saw it was I quickly picked it up and walked to my drawer-that just so happens to have a lock- I unlocked it. This is also where I keep all my one direction stuff (yeah it was a big drawer) and picked up a particular album; take me home year book. Flipped to a particular page number and there I got another key. So I went in my walk in closet and went to the dress section was went through the rackets and there I saw what I've hidden for over 3 years now.............

My very own-secret- refrigerator.

I happily used the other key to open it -yes it has a lock- and grabbed a spoon and a jar of caramel.

Why do I keep food in my closet you ask well I'm not good with sharing and well my friends don't let me near caramel and I love caramel. But they say it makes me to hyper and trust me when I'm hyper I get really jumpy, I talk really fast, I never and I mean never go back to normal without breaking at least 5 things.....

So anyways I began to eat some then I heard Bea scream really loud telling us to go to her or something.

I quickly returned the caramel jar and the spoon in the refrigerator and quickly did the long process which consists of; locking and returning the keys.

Then ran down the short flight of stares and went to over to Bea.

She didn't look so good though her face was pale, her mouth was open wide while stared wide eyed at some celebrity gossip channel we would watch. At first I was confused but soon my actions mirrored hers. Soon enough I heard Sam and Cait come in the room.

The channel had pictures of US!!! Oh my gosh.........

Shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit

Oh my god!

Once it ended Bea started shouting.

I paced around the room screaming.

Cait was screaming while locking the door.

And Sam well she was jumping up and down screaming, pointing at the T.V

"OH MY GOD! Danny!" Bea yelled at me pointing at the curtains. I nodded and closed them all.

Oh god! How could be this careless! Ugh.....

Well I guess you have questions now don't ya? Well...........we all had a bad past........ It was terrible; we hated it; at first it was just Cait and I ......then Bea's parents then Sam's older brother and little sister and-

Shit I'm tearing up again.

Ugh I hate crying; I've cried enough already. Our past sucked it was something I'd rather forget but c'mon who can forget their childhood?. I've always hated the looks of pity that's why we moved here.

To start fresh, to start clean.

But how can we?

Now that there are paps who will dig deep know every detail of our life and use it against us. I've seen it happen.

"We have to stop seeing the lads." I say sternly.

"B-but" Bea shuttered.

"No." I said strongly and more stern.

"Look I love Zayn this isn't some fling you think I have going on!" She started to yell.

"You know this isn't some joke I'm talking about! It's about OUR life! Not everything is about YOU!" I yelled my voice rising in each word.

"But as you can see if I leave Zayn I'll leave my life! And you still have Jake! I don't have anyone!!" She yelled back.

"That's where you're wrong. You have us! You've always did!" I yelled. "And look at Sam and Cait! They dont have anyone but you dont see them complaning! You don't need a fucking boyfriend to be happy!" I added, yelling.

I could tell I made her bloodboil just like she did mine.

"You know what?! Just dump Jake and get together with Niall!"

Sam and Cait just seemed to walk out on our conversation...well argument now.

"What makes you think I like Niall?!?"

Sure I like Niall,I loved him sinces X-Factor but Jake...... He's so sweet, kind and most of all he accepts me even if he knew my past.

"It's quite obvious isn't it? You don't love Jake! Atleast not s much as you used to! And I know You love niall! If you got together with him we'd both be happy and wouldn't have to leave the lads!" She yelled.

"I DO love Jake and I DONT love Niall! Not like that!"

I'm not even sure if I was lying.....I dont know who anymore..But does it even matter? I'm with someone who loves me I shouldn't look for someone else plus Niall doesn't even like me that way, so why bother.

"Say that to yourself." She muttered.

"But I do!" I yelled

"Look stop lying to yourself, everybody sees you like niall alright? So stop the act." She said

"So what if I like Niall?! So what if everyone sees?! Its not like he would want someone like me?!"

I didn't even give her a chance to reply.

"And what makes you so sure Zayn will accept you to?! What makes you so sure even loves you!!" I screamed. But I know I went to far and what I said wasn't even true...at least most of it.

And I deserved what I got. She slapped me across the face, leaving a big red mark.

She gritted her teeth before saying "I said it before and I'm gonna say it again. Stop lying to yourself. We all know you like Niall. Stop the fucking act." She says slow but intense.

"I'm going to see my brother." I said as I stood up and quickly grabbed my things as I was about to leave the house I turned around to face Bea

"I cant leave someone who has loved me for two years for someone who doesn't love me at all"I stated sadly.

Then left the house avoiding Sam and Caits looks of pity.

I don't need pity.

I don't want it.

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Well hey this is another chapter that took a really long delay!

Hoping you like it though!

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~Danny and Bea<3