Pinky Promise

10

Posted: 01.14.17

Hi friends :)

Chapter 10.

I've been ignoring Austin since he kissed me, but while I was ignoring him, Jesse was ignoring me. I had no idea what I had done, but I miss talking to him. It's been over a week, and I've heard absolutely nothing from him which makes me worry. I'm scared that I did something wrong, but I'm not sure what. I'm worried that he found out Austin kissed me and is upset.

I sigh, and ignore another text from Austin, opening my phone and dialing Jesse's number. When it goes to voicemail, I use my next best option and call his bandmate Zach. He answers after a few minutes and I breathe out in relief "Tommie! How are you Hot Stuff?"

"Not so great, do you know where Jesse is?" I ask "He hasn't been answering my calls and I'm worried"

"Let me go get him" He says, and his side of the phone goes silent, until I hear murmurs over the phone. After a few moments, I finally hear Jesse's voice and I'm more than relieved.

"Hi, Tommie"

"Hi..." I say quietly "Did I-"

"I don't want to say yes, but I also don't want to say no" He sighs, already knowing my question.

"So, I did do something wrong" I run a hand through my hair "I'm sorry"

"Listen, come over and we can talk about it, okay?" He says, and I sigh.

"Okay, I'll be there soon"

"Okay, bye" He says and hangs up the phone. I sigh and climb out of bed, putting on a pair of pants and a hoodie, sliding on my converse. I leave my dorm and walk to Jesse's. When I get there I knock on the door, and Zach opens it, giving me a smile. I smile back and walk past him to Jesse's room, closing the door behind me.

He sits up when he sees me, and pats the spot next to him. I cautiously walk over to him, slowly taking a seat as if he's going to change his mind last minute about me being here.

"So, I knew I should of probably asked you first, but I didn't and I shouldn't have gone about anything that way, but anyways, Austin came up to me one day" He begins and I frown, he knows "He told me that you two had slept together, and that you were dating and I didn't know how to handle it because I really like you and hearing that it- it hurt me, a lot. But I realized I can't be mad at you because we aren-"

"Hold on" I stop him "He told you that we slept together?" I ask, and he nods his head slowly "That didn't even happen! I've never even done that before!" I yell "Sorry" I apologize but he only shrugs "That didn't happen, I promise. We did kiss but it really was nothing and I haven't talked to him since. I really like you and Austin's only my friend, and I'm so sorry"

"Don't apologize. I'm not mad at you" He shakes his heads "But I'm glad you like me" He winks, and I laugh. He opens his arms for a hug, and I gladly accept wrapping my arms around his torso "I missed you, if I'm honest"

"I missed you too"

The rest of the day we stay in his room, talking and laughing about random things and once it gets dark, I walk back home. I jump in surprise when I see Austin sitting on my couch when I open my door, placing a hand over my heart "What are you doing here?"

"You've been ignoring me"

"You lied to Jesse" I cross my arms over my chest, and he rolls his eyes.

"So?"

"So! You were the one who told me that it wasn't your fault I didn't have friends here, but when I try to make friends, you lie to them to make them hate me" I huff "You told him we slept together, knowing damn well that I don't do that"

"It was a harmless lie, I don't know why you're so mad"

"Because, he ignored me!"

"And you've been ignoring me. Whats the difference?" He asks.

"I can't deal with you right now" I sigh "You always think you're never wrong. You'll never admit when you fuck up and I hate it! You always do this and I can't stand it" I yell "Do you know what it's like to have a friend like you? You lie to me constantly when I've never ever lied to you, I've never even thought about lying to you"

"If you hate being my friend so much then why are we friends?" He asks.

"I never said I hated being your friend, I'm saying you're frustrating" I huff.

"Well, no one said you had to deal with me"

"See! And you do this shit too! You always make me feel bad, did you ever think that maybe I was the way I was because you used to always make me feel bad about myself. You were friends with the people who made fun of me everyday, and never defended me, and then when I cry to you about it, you'd tell me I was overreacting and try and somehow make the things they said to me right when it wasn't!"

"You're blaming that, on me?" He asks in disbelief "I was the only one there who helped you, and you're trying to say I did it. I can't even fucking believe this, I was the only one who was there for you-"

"But you weren't! You were there when it was convenient for you! Not whenever I needed you! You only helped me when you weren't 'hanging with your boys'  or having your dick shoved inside of some slut!" I yell.

"I don't know what more you want from me Tommie" He sighs, running a hand through his hair.

"I don't want anything from you but for you to stop lying to me, stop treating me like I haven't been your best friend since kindergarten. I can only take so much and it's so tiring and I hate it" I frown.

"I'm sorry Tommie" He wraps his arms around me, kissing my forehead "You have no idea how much I love you and how much you mean to me. I may not be very good at showing it, but you're the most important person in my life and I'm so sorry you can't see that. I'm not very good at showing those kinds of things, but I pinky promise I'll be better for you" He cups my cheeks in his hands "I love you so much Tommie"

"I love you, Austin" I stand on my toes to kiss his cheek, wrapping my arm tighter around him.

"I'm going to be better for you"

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