Random destiel and sabriel one shots (Boyxboy)

Goodbye

A/N no, i'm not leaving wattpad lmao.

Castiel walked into the library, holding Mary, their six month old baby to go tell Dean he was going to put Mary down for a nap, and just as he waked in he saw Dean put a beer to his lips. Now, this normally would not have been a problem or out of the ordinary if it hadn't been for the fact that Dean was supposed to quit drinking, as his liver as muddy and he was at high risk of diabetes and needed to stop, even promising Castiel he would stop. Full of rage, Castiel turned, feeling tears not because of sadness but anger sting his eyes.  As soon as the baby was put to sleep, he turned, going back to the library to find Dean on his second beer. 

"Really, Dean?" Castiel looked at an unsuspecting Dean, who spit out the sip he was on and tried to hide the beer, horribly failing. 

"Again? You know, i'm not doing this for me, i'm doing this for us! What happened to you stopping, prioritizing Mary and I over drinking? You know we're short on money, and you're wasting it on beer? Your liver is already muddy, for fathers sake! Whats gotten into you?" Castiel practically yelled, motioning with his hands. 

"Cas, I'm sorry, please. I-I know i'm not supposed to be drinking but its so difficult!"

"Oh, but me being disowned from heaven for your lying ass isn't? I gave up everything for you and you can't even be man enough to quit drinking, the very thing that's killing you! What the hell Dean?" Castiel saw anger build in Deans eyes, instantly regretting what he had said. 

"I-I'm sorry Dean I-" He was cut off by Dean, yelling back. 

"Gave up nothing? Really? I left hunting behind, Got rid of friends, Even literally went through hell for you! God dammit Cas, You may have used to be an angel but you're not anymore, so you're not perfect either, like the multiple times you tried to kill me, and if we're keeping score,  what about the time that you said yes to Lucifer being in control of you? What about then, huh Cas?" Dean yelled, getting up from his chair and waving his arms frantically. 

"Oh spare me, Dean. You don't think I didn't know about your secret hunting missions, do you? You deserved to go to hell for me, considering I raised your ass out! And what about the time your brother said yes to Lucifer, huh? Or the time my brother died for you, The times that I died for you? You know the only reason i tried to kill you was that I was being controlled by Naomi! I fell from heaven for you, and at least i'm not the one who started the apocalypse, TWICE! Fucking hell Dean, you act like your perfect but you're the opposite! You're such a piece of shit!" Castiel witnessed in that moment Deans heart break through his eyes. He regretted it all,and just as Dean ran through the door, Castiel tried to apologize. 

"Dean wait! I-" And the door slammed. 

*Deans POV:* 

"You're such a piece of shit!" Castiel screamed in my face, and I felt my heart split in two. I knew it, I knew I was just a worthless piece of shit. i didn't know where i was going when i stormed out the door, but i knew i needed to get away from here. Tears stung the back of my eyes, spilling out and making my vision blurry. i started speeding in baby, going 90 in a 65 zone, and when I realized I was in the wrong lane I was too late. I felt the car in front of me jerk me forward, ripping me out of my seat and through the windshield, and when I hit the pavement I was already gone. 

*Castiel's POV:* 

The phone rang, expecting it to be Dean i quickly answered it. 

"H-Hello?" I asked into the phone, hoping to dear god it would be Dean and he would be okay.

"Hello, Castiel James Winchester?" A woman asked over the line.

"Y-yes. Who's this?" I grew worried, hoping everything was okay. 

"I'm sorry to inform you, but your husband Dean Winchester passed this afternoon in a car crash. We suspect it may have been due to suicide or drunk driving." The phone dropped, hitting the floor and shattering as i fell to my knees. 

I never got to say goodbye.