just a nobody. // G.D

part 1 // eva

update: i found a song that goes with this story well and i just fell in love with it and how it makes me think of the book and it's plot so if you wanna listen, click the video above :) LISTEN TO THE WHOLE THING BECAUSE THERE'S A PART IN IT THAT IS JUST SO PERFECT I CAN'T EVEN

"EVA"
"what do you want, mom?"
"don't you dare give me attitude"

i don't want to deal with her right now. i turn my back to her and start walking back up the stairs to my room, leaving her at the kitchen table. i know that was a really risky move but i have better things to do other then listening to her complain about my grades.

honestly, i could care less about them.

school is a waste of time and space. highschool is even worse. especially when you have no friends to help you through it. i don't understand why we all don't just take online classes. it would be so much more efficient.

i finally reach my bedroom after feeling as though i just climbed a mountain...
wow, i need to work out.

i jump onto my newly made bed and grab my phone from the nightstand next to me, and unplug it from the charger.

(9 MESSAGES)

i unlock my phone to see who keeps texting me, only to find out that it was just my only friend, my best friend, zoey.

i open our chat, and scroll to the top, to see what she was texting me about.
Z - hey
    - helloooo
    - are you alive
    - i need to know if u r busy tonight...
    - there's this party
    - you really need to answer
    - ugh
    - fine, i guess ur going
    - ok, i told him we are both going

i was not about to go to a party tonight. i'd rather stay home and watch netflix by myself.
i pick up my phone and call zoey to find out more about the party.

ME - um, whats this party, you're talking about?
ZOEY - oh, one of the dolan brothers is hosting it at their lake house.
ME - the twins from school?
ZOEY - yup, i'm pretty sure ethan is the one who invited us. you have to go, you need to be more social.
ME - noooo
ZOEY - yes, it'll be fun, i'm picking u up at 5.
ME - ugh fine, i hate you though.
ZOEY - i love you tooooo
*end of call*

i decided to put my stubbornness to an end and start getting ready because she would be here in 20 minutes to pick me up. i went into the closet and picked out a light blue crop top, black high waisted jeans and my white converse. i put my hair up in a messy bun then applied some light mascara so i didn't look like a total bum.

by the time i was finished getting ready, i heard a doorbell and knew it was zoey. i grabbed my phone, and quickly walked down the stairs. i opened the door, and hugged her with a big smile on both of our faces.

i guess my mom heard me walking out because she came running down the stairs. ugh

" where do you think you're going?"
"to a party, bye"
"DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE THIS HOU-"

i slammed the front door before she could finish her sentence. i looked up at zoey and we both just giggled. we got into her car, and began driving while blasting old throwback songs.

i think this might be fun after all. i just hope i don't see him

•AUTHOR'S NOTE•
thank you guys so much, for reading, comment who's lane you are in. ;) i'm CURRENTLY in grayson's lane, but that will definitely change sooner or later. hahaha ily all❤ -madison

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