just a nobody. // G.D

part 10 // gray

i walk out of the building and the staff just let me go.
i can't handle it.
it's too much to take in.
this can't be happening.
no no no.

i slump all the way to my car and sluggishly sit down and set the keys in the cup holder next to me.

i feel sick.

all the happiness has been drained from my body.

i violently ram my clenched fists into the steering wheel taking out all my anger and frustration.
by now, tears are streaming down my face faster than i knew possible.
i extend my arms and grip onto the steering wheel, still sobbing uncontrollably.

i weaken my grip against the wheel and my once extended arms begin to loosen.

my heart aches.

i can't do anything about it.

i bury my face in my folded arms across the wheel and just let the tears roll endlessly from my eyes with my face covered.
the warm tears leaving trails along my arms.

this is not how things were supposed to go today.

*AUTHOR'S NOTE*
ugh ik this is super short, i just needed to get the plot moving along ;) *wink wink* ahahha ily all so much❤ -madison

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