just a nobody. // G.D

@admire.dolans

the @ above is my world. ^

she is one of the very few people that can put a smile on my face.
she gets me and accepts me.
i can be my true self when i'm around her. she doesn't judge me. she doesn't make fun of me.

when i was ready to quit, she helped me through it. she told me what i needed to hear.

she is always there for me when i need her.
she doesn't give up on me. (even when i block her)

i can tell her my problems and i know she will listen. she listens to me when i talk about my bad days. i can go to her when i need someone.

when i met her, i had no idea who she was as a person. like most of my other DMs, i talk to them for a day or two and then we never speak again. but with her, it was different.
we never gave up on each other.
we kept taking day after day, and who knew it would end up like this.

i was lucky enough to get the chance to meet such a wonderful, caring, amazing, and kindest people i've ever met.
i'm being completely honest.

no matter how bad of a day i am having, a conversation with her will always make it better. our jokes are stupid.
but i love them.
i love them because they are OUR jokes.

we have made so many memories from our first collab to now. the list of memories will continue to grow as long as we let it.
and i have no doubt that it will end anytime soon.

even though we will most likely never get the chance to meet in real life, the time i have spent talking to you is enough for me.

i'm so very proud of you and everything you have accomplished so far. i'm positive you will go onto much greater things in life.

i understand that many people don't always accept you for YOU, but i do. i always will. i'm here for you, i will always be available when you need someone to spill too. i dont know wha i would do without you.

i just wanted to share with everyone how important she is to me. <3

UPDATE: we met on july 31 and it was the best day of my life.