first love

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" t-taehyung ..?? what are you doing here !? " I exclaimed .

" why do you not want me here ? " he pouted sitting next to me on the edge of my bed .

" no of course not " I said .

" well fine then . " he said getting up to leave .

I caught his hand and pulled him back down to sit in the bed . I embraced him .

" I don't want you here because you need to practice for your fans but I'm really happy you're here " I said into his sweater .

everything was so familiar and I missed it . I missed him .

" I missed you a lot " he said and I felt him kiss the top of my head .

" we're still here you know " everyone said .

" sorry ! " I said pushing him away .

I already knew my face was red . I was embarrassed .

" you don't have to be embarrassed about loving me baby . " taehyung said as he swung his arm over my shoulders .

he pulled me closer and I couldn't help but snuggle into him a little .

" I'm not I just don't like being teased " I said laughing lightly .

" so why are you here and how " I asked .

" yeah , why are you here ? don't you have to practice ? " rylee asked .

" woah woah , do you guys not want me here ? " taehyung said .

" don't be like that " I said slapping his arm lightly .

I sounded like a mom but I couldn't help it . he acted just like a little kid .

" okay okay , I'm just playing . " he said ruffling my hair .

" I'm here because you were hurt , obviously . " he said

" how did you know ..? " I asked .

" I called him " nikki said .

" yeah , thanks by the way . " taehyung said to her .

" so back to my question " jackson said .

" you have my undivided attention " I said .

" what happened ? why did you pass out ? " he asked .

" yeah , that's right . why did you pass out ? " bambam asked .

" is everything okay ..? " krysti asked .

" w-well .. umm .... " I stuttered .

how could I tell them ? I'd be so embarrassed and they'll worry more . not to mention I feel horribly guilty for bts's career and ours . what will JYP say ? will our debut be held back ? I don't want them to be upset with me ..

" are you going to answer or not ? " mark asked .

" oh right sorry " I said sheepishly .

" does it happen to be about .. the dating rumors ..? " taehyung asked .

I tensed up . he already knew he was right since I was in his arms .

I have anxiety .

" dating rumors ..? " yugyeom asked .

" y-yeah " I sighed .

I explained to them about how I saw the article and I showed it to them . they passed my phone around the room and read a few comments .