I Miss And Love You (A RayRay Love Story) ON HOLD

Chapter Twelve

Nessa

I was outside waiting for Diggy to pick me up. My Mama was supposed to but she had to take my Uncle Micky somewhere. While waiting on Diggy, Ail and Ally walked over to me.

"Hey Nessa." Ally said.

"Hi."

"Where's your BOYFRIEND Rayan at?" Ail asked.

"Shh Ail... I don't know. Maybe he's already at home."

"Excuse Ail. She's just being IRRITATING as usual." Ally said looking at Ail.

"I don't give a shit ball." Ail rolled her eyes.

I gasped. "Ooo... Ail. You said the 'S' word."

"So. I always said the 'S' word and more. Nothing new." Ail said while Ally nodded.

I didn't know Ail says bad words.

A few minutes later, Diggy came and rolled the window down.

"Come on Nes. Ma said she'll be home around 4:30 and it's 3:45 so get in the car." Diggy said.

"Okay." I turned to the twins. "I'll see you two tomorrow." I walked to the car and got in.

Rayan

"Did I tell you...not to talk back...to your teacher!"

"Yes Ma! Y-Yes!" I cried.

"Then...why you do it!"

"I...I don't kno-"

"You don't know shit do ya! It's always 'I don't know' say something other than 'I...don't know'!" My Ma yelled.

"O-Okay."

"You got homework?" My Ma said.

"Yeah."

"Go in your room and do it. And don't come out until you're done!" My Ma picked up her drink.

"Okay." I sniffed. I walked upstairs to my room and started on my homework.

I hate it when My Ma whoops me. Don't she know that HURTS! I remember when Ma used to just put Re Re and I in 'Time Out'. That was LESS painful than a whopping.

Ma always whoops me or Re when she's drinking or smoking and today she was drinking. When Daddy was still here, Ma never whooped us...never!

I was finished with my homework and decided to stay in my room and watch TV. An episode was over then Dora came on...I don't even wanna watch TV no more. I looked at my Spider Man clock to see what time it was. 5:38pm...Ma forgot to pick up Re from Preschool again.

"Ma."

"What do you want?"

"Nothing...Where's Re Re?"

"Don't leave this fucking house like you did last time. I'm going to get Re from Preschool." After that Ma leave.

I decided to call Nessa since there's nothing else better to do. I went downstairs and called Nessa on the house phone.

Nessa

"Diggy...what's 4x8?"

"32."

"What's 4x9?"

"36."

"What's 5x7?"

"Why do you keep asking me these questions like it's on your homework?" Diggy asked.

"Cause...it is."