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June 22, 2021

I died. I died 3 months ago. My life was taken away from me the moment I heard the words come out from his mouth. "We have to call it quits. I'm sorry." 8 beautiful years was thrown to the dumps just like that. Plans and dreams, ripped and torn apart. A lot was taken away from me that day. Nowadays, I feel lifeless. I feel like a corpse. Breathing and walking but not living.

Going back 4 or 5 months ago, I would never expect to see myself like this. I was a glowing bride to be; busy making the final touches of my wedding. It took us 2 years to perfect the "big day" and finally everything is falling to its proper places. I was extremely excited. I was sure back then that it will be the greatest day of my life. Turns out, I was wrong.

He got her pregnant. They've been going at it behind my back for a more than a year now. I should've known. I heard a lot of rumors but I never believed them. Until that day when the truth slapped me in the face in a form of words that came out straight from his mouth. At first, I felt mad. I hated him. And then, I begged him to stay. I told him I was willing to be the mother of his child from another woman. But he loved the girl. He loved him so much he was willing to let go of me, our dreams and everything we had.

So now on this exact date, my wedding day, he will be walking down the aisle with the suit I picked for him, surrounded with the decorations I personally crafted out of my imagination, dancing with the music I had hand-picked and eating food from a menu that I planned. But, I wouldn't be there. I will not be the bride. My dream day will be theirs while I'm here at Singapore drowning myself with wine.

 My dream day will be theirs while I'm here at Singapore drowning myself with wine

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