I Loved You First || danisnotonfire

nine - Savvy

"Dan is not that stupid Savvy. You hurt him. You left him. He had nightmares about you all through the night, you don't love Dan, Savvy. You're just weakening him." I tell her, shaking me head. She grins.

"Oh Fiona, I'm not weakening him! Why would I do that? It's love, he loves me and I love him. Me leaving and getting into that argument was just me testing him." She explained crossing her arms and grinning maliciously.

"Testing for what? Heartbreak?" I asked her with a look of disgust.

"Sometimes I really wonder how stupid you are, and you just proved it. I love Dan, he loves me, you love Dan, he doesn't love you. It just works that way." She said, almost mockingly.

I glare at her as she grins back. I can't believe I thought she was sweet at one point. I can't tell Dan because he won't believe me. Phil may believe me, after he sees Savanna back with Dan. So at least I have him.

"Fine." I mutter, clearly defeated as I motion for her to follow me. She looks at me with a second of shock before that smug look returns to her face.

"Thanks Fiona. Now, I guess I'm sorry I called you stupid or whatever. I just wanted Dan to myself." I hear her quietly say. I hadn't forgiven her of course but I might as well go with it.

"You know you can't like physically hold him while we're at Vidcon right?" I ask her as we enter the building once again. She shrugged as she pulled out her phone.

"I know." She grumbled like she wanted me to shut up. I shut my mouth after that as we started looking for Phil or Dan.

After a while of searching, I see Dan's brown hair and tall stature.

"Dan!" I shouted. He looked over my way looking at me with a glad smile. Savvy had her head down over her phone so he hadn't noticed her. 

I walked towards Dan followed by Savvy. Phil noticed me and I walked past Dan and over to Phil.

"Savvy's back." I muttered as I pulled him away. I looked back, and saw Dan's arms tight around Savanna.

*

"Why is Savvy back, Fiona? Why is she back!" Phil harshly whispers as we turn a corner.

"I dunno, Phil. She was in my - our room. She said that now that she's back, Dan will come back, and said she was only 'testing' him," I told him, putting quotations with the word testing, "I can't believe he would go back to her so easily."

"He is in love with her, you have to remember that." Phil pointed out. I shook my head, leaving the conversation at that.

Phil lets me cool off, obviously sensing my anger. He turned around and once again I left Vidcon, but with Phil going with me.

"Phil, I need to move on. I know I need to move on. I can't though. Help me move on Phil, please help me." I mumble as I rest my head on his shoulder as we walk. It wasn't really comfortable, but it was fine for now.

"How can I help you? It's hard to move on from stuff. You've liked Dan for a while now." He told me. I nodded my head.

"Just do something - anything." I tell him. He sighs

"Fiona I don't know what to do to help you!" He says, unintentionally rasing his voice. I stop talking as I lift my head off his shoulder and continue walking.

"I'm sorry Fiona." He says. I shake my head, not wanting to talk about it at that moment.

We make it back to the hotel and I speed to up the stairs to my room. It was quicker than waiting for the elevator. I make it up to the room, this time unlocking the door and opening it. No one was here this time luckily. I sit on my bed, not knowing at all what to do.

Why did Dan forgive so easily? He was heartbroken yesterday. I wouldn't let her win me over that easy if I were in his shoes. Maybe to Dan, though. Maybe he feels to Savvy like he does to me. Which means if they ever break up, he won't fall into my arms too easily. 

Phil comes in, cutting me off from the rapid thoughts inside my mind. My mind thanks him.

"Hey Fiona." He says. I lightly smile, not wanting to talk.

"I'll make you feel better, I promise." He told me. He kissed me on the cheek.

"I'm going to bed, Phil." I whisper after a long period of time. He nods as I climb under the blankets.

It was only  around 5:30, but I didn't care. This would  help me escape from everything for a while. I know I need to get over this eventually, I just don't know how.

bam bam bam

this was short

oh well

this was a decent chapter at least

bye.