When Dazai kissed you, you weren't just surprised. To say "you were surprised" means nothing. It felt like a huge firework of emotions exploded inside of you. You felt so many emotions at once, but the most important one was definitely love. Love you were talking about less than a minute ago. You were doubting in reality. Was Dazai really kissing you so gently or it's only a dream and soon you'll wake up in your bed?
Dazai's lips moved slowly in sync with yours, but there was also...passion in the kiss. Of course, you felt his love, but you could also feel hunger. It was as if he wanted more and more of you. Like he couldn't get enough. The reason of such feeling was you. Little did you know how much Dazai has been waiting for this kiss. He was really in love with you. He felt like he was colorblind before he met you. You brought colors and meaning into his life. He valued you more than anything or anyone else.
It was like you and Dazai were choking and you were like air for each other. You were his and he was yours. This kiss felt like you both tried to breath. You needed it. This is the most accurate definition for your kiss.
When Dazai pulled away due to the lack of air, both of you inhaled deeply. You were a blushing mess and Dazai chuckled at this.
"You had no idea how to kiss before this, right?" He asked
"N-No." You answered shyly "I know, that I'm awful at kissing"
"No, you're not." Dazai protested "It still felt like heaven, even if it was your first kiss."
It seemed impossible, but you blushed even more than before. You just buried your face in the crook of his neck and wrapped your arms around him, hugging. Dazai hugged you back and rested his chin on top of your head.
***
The date was perfect. You and Dazai decided to walk a little more and then go to the cinema. You started feeling more confident after the kiss. You were laughing with him and you both were talking about your interests and hobbies, but first you had to prove Dazai, that suicide can't be called "hobby".
Like I've written earlier, everything was perfect. Until you've accidentally stepped off the path and fell off the hill.Dazai didn't have time to catch you. You were now lying on the ground and cursing under your breath. You hated how "lucky" you were, but you knew, that you couldn't change it, anyway. You felt a terrible pain in your left leg and you couldn't stand up yourself.
Dazai rushed to you
"(Y/N)!! Are you okay?" He asked you worriedly
"No, not really." You answered while getting up a bit on your elbows
"Did you get hurt?" He asked
"A bit, but that's nothing." You didn't want to tell him the truth and ruin this day even more "Sorry, that I made you worry."
"Wait, (Y/N), don't try to change the theme." He said "You said, that you got hurt. How?"
"My left leg hurts a bit." You admitted "That's nothing serious!"
"Let me see it." He said
Dazai took your leg and examined carefully. You hissed quietly when he touched you because your leg really hurt. Dazai, of course, noticed that. Finally, he was finished.
"Seems like you've given your ankle a wrench." Dazai said
He made a small pause and then looked you right in the eyes
"Next time, please, tell me if you are hurt from the very beginning and don't be afraid to disturb me." He told you in a serious tone
"Sorry." You said
Dazai only smiled at you in reply. This way he was saying "that's okay."
"Can you walk?" He asked
"No, to be honest." You answered "Sorry, I know, that I cause to many troubles!"
You started to panic. This date was already ruined, plus you got hurt and you weren't able to walk. "Perfect!" You thought
Dazai didn't stop to surprise you. Suddenly, he lifted you up in a bridal style
"W-What are you doing?" You asked him
"I'm carrying you home. There's no need to call a taxi. Your house is right near the park." He told you and started walking
"I've ruined the date!" You exclaimed
"You haven't ruined anything." Dazai told you "It's not your fault, that you've stepped off that path. By the way, wrap your arms around my neck."
You did what he told you to
"It must be difficult to carry me." You said
"No, not at all." He answered "You are really light. Don't worry about anything , (Y/N)"
You fell silent after that. Now your mind was focused only on Dazai's strong arms and his pleasant scent.
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A/N: Isn't it too long, that I'm describing only one day in two chapters and it's not the end? Small spoiler: the next chapter is also going to be about the same day, but I'll stop after it (writing about this day,I mean, not the story)
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