Dazai's POV
Finally. I am in Tokyo. I'm terribly tired, my neck and back hurts from driving for so much hours, my eyes are bloodshot and sour because I haven't sleep enough, my stomach growls, it's 7 a.m. now and I'm searching for her.
I've never been grateful to Kunikida so much in my entire life. When I asked him to help me find her, he found her exact whereabout. He gave me the address of the hotel, where she was staying and at least, now I don't have to search through the whole Tokyo for her.
I've came to the hotel, where she was staying. Of course, I didn't know wether she was here or somewhere else (e.g. she could go out to buy something), but it didn't matter to me, anyway. The most important for me was to know if we were right and if she was really here.
"Hello." I said to the girl on the reception
"Oh hello, sweetie!" She smiled widely at me
She flicked her hair off her shoulder and winked at me. Flirting with a complete stranger, seriously?
What a whore.
"Can you help me, please?" I asked her "I'm searching for a girl named (Y/N) (L/N) and I know, that she's staying in this hotel. Can you, please, tell me the number of her room?"
"Oh I'm terribly sorry, sir, but I can't tell you the information about our guests." She apologized, yet the flirting smile was still on her face.
Luckily, I had my documents from the Agency, which allowed me to get such information and also, to make a search.
"Here." I said as I showed her my documents "Can you tell me the number of her room now?"
"Oh yeah, of course!" She answered immediately
Actually, she had to at least, take them from me and have a closer look at them, but seems like she just wants to please me.
"Wait a minute, please...mrs. (L/N) is in the room 505!" She finally answered
My heart missed a beat.
I'll see (Y/N) now.
"Thank you very much." I said and smiled at the girl before turning and walking away to the elevator
That girl looked disappointed. Perhaps, she thought, that I'd ask for her name or number, but I didn't care about her at all. The only girl (and the only thing at all), that was on my mind in that moment was (Y/N). It has only been a couple of days, but I already crave for her voice, her eyes, her smile. I long for her smell, the warmth of her body and her tender touches. And of course, her lips. I couldn't keep her lips off my mind. It felt strange, but her lips were pictured in my brains and that image didn't hide for even a second.
And now, I'm finally standing in front of her room. I raise my hand to knock at it and now I have to wait.
Why is my heart beating so fast? Am I nervous? My hands started to sweat. It's quite hot here, isn't it? What's with me? The seconds last like hours. Why is time going so long? Oh lord, I can hear some footsteps. It's her. My heart is beating like crazy now, I swear, I can hear it. Footsteps are getting closer. She's here
Finally, the door has opened.
She was starring at me with widened eyes and opened mouth. She had circles under her eyes and she looked...tired. Her hair was messy, but I thought, it looked pretty. She was wearing an oversized t-shirt and a pair of simple pajama shorts.
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Boats & Birds (Dazai X Reader)
Fanfic(Y/N) suffered from her ability,which she couldn't control.It was too powerful and dangerous so people around her were afraid of (Y/N) and avoided her.Her life was horrible,full of loneliness and pain and she couldn't change it.She even thought abou...
