Boats & Birds (Dazai X Reader)

Where Is My Mind?

A/N:WARNING:LEMON IN THE END. You can actually skip the lemon part, if you want to. I added it here because sex in all kinds is something very intimate and private. It involves a lot of trust to your partner. Reader-chan and Dazai needed it to get closer, than they are now. That's all. By the way, it's my first lemon~

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Dazai carried you to your house. It felt that the way home took about 20 minutes, but in reality it took only 10. You knew, that he will have to come inside and that made you blush because of the unknown reason. When Dazai and you were at the doorway he put you down and you took out the keys from your pocket to open the door. Once you got inside, Dazai helped you take off your jacket and shoes so that you wouldn't harm your leg. After that, he did the same: took of his coat and shoes. He then lifted you bridal style again to carry you to the living room.

"I'll put you on the couch and then I'll have to reset your leg." Dazai told you while putting you on the couch "It will hurt a bit, bit it has to be done."

"That's fine. I understand." You answered

"By the way, where's your first aid kit?" He asked

"It's in the kitchen. In one of the cabinets." You said "In the one that's in the middle."

"Okay, wait for me." He said and left

You leaned your back on the pillow. You still couldn't accept the fact, that Dazai was now your boyfriend! It was so unbelievable and even unrealistic to you. Nevertheless you understood what will happen if Dazai left you. You knew, that there are two ways how the things could go: Dazai could stay with you till the end or he could break up with you and in the second variant you knew, that there would be no future for you. You wouldn't be able to get over it. You were so damaged and broken before you met him and if Dazai disappeared from your life, it would push you over the edge. It's quite scary how much power some people unconsciously have over us, isn't it?

Dazai came back with a first aid kit in his hands. He sat down on the couch in front of you and placed the white box next to him.

"Okay, first I'll have to take off your knee socks." He said "What a pity, I liked how they looked on you."

He leaned down a bit and his hands handed towards your thigh to take off the knee sock from your harmed leg. You were blushing madly as he did this. You even forgot about the pain in your leg! Dazai of course noticed that. His movements were slow and you enjoyed the feeling of his touches. Your eyes were locked on his hands. Dazai was smirking all time while doing this.

"Well, now I have to reset your leg." He said

He took your leg in his hands and your prepared for pain. Although you thought you were ready, you clenched your fists and screamed a bit. Dazai looked at you with concern in his eyes and was about to ask if you were okay.

"I'm fine." You answered before he could even ask you "I'm fine now."

"Glad, to hear that." He smiled

He took the bandages from the first aid kit and wrapped your leg. (A/N: ok, I know, that dislocation isn't treated like this, but let's just pretend, that it is, ok? Please!) Once he was done, he said:

"Okay, this is it! You will have to let your leg rest for a couple of days and then try not to disturb it again and everything will be alright!"