beacon hills

chapter 5- bad blood

Last night was rough, so rough I guess I passed out. My eyes slowly opened even that felt hard to do, I looked around seeing the familiar surrounding of Scotts house but no real sign of Scott here, maybe he's upstairs?.
I looked everywhere else seeing a few blankets scattered on the ground but other than that no one. I went to go get up but I felt pain in my side, I groaned looking down at my side seeing it bandaged
"I dont remember getting hurt last night"
I mumbled to my self, I guess I got to caught up in the fight not realizing I had been cut in my side.
"Scott ?"
I called out, I looked towards the stair hearing something shuffle around
"Mackenzie?"
He called rushing down the stairs, I smiled weakly
"Your awake! "
He cheered running over to me and sitting down on the opposite side of the couch on an empty cushion.
"Yeah, "
I said glancing towards my wound again
"Do you remember what happened last night?"
He asked worry lapsing his voice I looked up
"I remember the fight and everything I just think I was so caught up in it I didn't feel it....I should of healed by now "
I said a bit worried, I had had my fair share of wounds, a good amount inflicted by the dread doctors themselves.
"Well it was a pretty deep gash, it should be completely healed by lunch"
He nodded moving to grab the TV remote
"Where is everyone else?"
I asked looking around for my phone seeing it sat on the floor near my shoes, I picked it up seeing like 5 miss calls from mom, fuck.
"Well malia went to your house to get you some clothes and to tell your mom a good excuse, stiles and Kira went to school to mainly see if Traci would come back and Mason along with liam are in the woods seeing if there's any Traci of her there"
Scott smiled, right then the door opened revealing malia she smiled and walked over to me handing me some clothes and makeup
"I didn't know what you exactly felt like wearing but its hot outside and it looked good, also didn't know if you wanted makeup or not but I got you some in case you did"
She smiled oddly nicely, usually malia is pretty blunt and sarcastic so this is new.
I smiled gratefully that she brought me something to wear other than blood stained clothes.
"Thank you "
I said widely
"I'm gonna go change"
I said getting up carefully from the couch
"Oh and some shoes!"
Malia practically yelled handing me my maroon converse
"Thanks"
I smiled taking them from her and walking towards the stairs, I had wondered since I woke up if my ex boyfriend Theo was really here I mean he went everywhere the dread doctors went. He left right before I did.
I had reached the top of the stairs by now and sauntered towards the bathroom
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I finished with brushing my hair out, I sighed loudly before walking back down into the living room my wound had finally fully healed thankfully and I was feeling much better.
"Guys we gotta go, they found Traci"
Scott said getting up in a Hurry from the couch malia right behind him and soon I followed
"Where at?"
I asked jogging out the door behind them and into malia's car I barely got my door shut before malia whipped out of the driveway and sped down the street but I ignored it and paid attention to Scott who looked back at me
"Well the cops found her, dead, she killed her father now she is at the hospital getting ready to be moved to the morgue there"
He said sighing loudly clearly frustrated, I mean they keep dying before we can even come up with a theory as to what's going on with them.
  We arrived at the hospital hurriedly getting out, I hated hospitals they reaked of death, worry, and heartbreak. I never liked being in one for anything ever since I lost my best friend who happened to be my cousin.
We walked straight in and towards the back where Melissa stood near what I assumed was the morgue.
"Ok you got ten minutes with her before the doctor comes back to double chceck everything "she whispered looking around before letting us in quickly, I guess having a nurse as a mom has many perks.
"ok, well the paperwork here says she was found dead last night at 10:45"
Scott said looking at a few papers I nodded and walked over to her body as well as malia
"She was one of the ones they tested no one bleeds silver "
I said noticing dried silver on the corners of her mouth
"I wish we knew something or had something to grip on and maybe found a solution "
Scott said running his hands through his hair
"someone is coming "
I whispered looking towards the door seeing Melissa walk over motioning for us to get out "let's go "
Scott said shortly walking out the door, you could tell he was angry.
"Well we have someone for you to meet the 4th pack member "
Scott said as we exited the hospital
"Not exactly a memeber of the pack"
Malia said getting in the drivers seat
"He is "
Scott said
"I still feel a little suspicious off him"
I rolled my eyes at their current argument and wonder who'd it be.
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We pulled in the driveway, and I hurried to get out Malia's driving wasn't the best
"Everyone is here "
Scott nodded as we walked in the house
I turned the corner into the living room I looked up and almost dropped my bag and everything I was filled with anger, hurt , sadness.
"Mackenzie this is Theo"
He looked just as shocked as me but quickly recovered with a small smile "no no"
I said tearing up
"Mackenzie what is it?"
Malia asked the tears spilled falling down my cheeks "that's my ex"
I whispered wiping my eyes
"You won't do this to me again and you won't hurt these people how you hurt me!"
I said so angrily I began to wolf out eyes glowing and fangs only so far.
"I think you have the wrong-"
He started but I stopped him
"Dont act like you dont know me , they already know about you"
I said growling I was so angry I wasn't able to control myself
"You took my life from me you ruined everything and I was to caught up in believing you loved me that I believed everything you said! "
I yelled running at him pinning him to the wall a smirk forming onnhis face that only I could see
I dropped my hands and backed away
"I told you Scott, I told you"
I heard stiles mumble
"You broke my heart you made me believe you actually cared about me, I -"
I stopped my voice growing weak and I just sunk to the floor crying, I cant believe I just gave him what he wanted I let him see me weak, I guess I still love him I still am hurt,
The room was so silent no one knew what to say, who to believe.
"Mackenzie come here "
I soft voice called and a hand fell on my back I looked up seeing Kira I stood up and walked with her upstairs to Scott's room.
"He followed me here, I knew he was here that wolf that attacked I knew those eyes how could I be so stupid ...i need to leave this place I can't be here "
I said going to get up and leave but Kira stopped me
"No, I believe you Mackenzie I know you thought everyone thought you were crazy down there but I believe you "
She said I shook my head
"The worst part is...I still love him in a way he still has me wrapped around his finger I'm still trying to find a reason to find good in him I know its there...somewhere "
I said wiping my eyes she looked up at me
"Its ok Mackenzie, I'm here "
Sh said hugging me from the side the door creaked open revealing Scott
"Are you ok?"
He asked stepping in fully
I nodded wiping my eyes clean, I couldn't process anymore tears.
"Yeah, I think I'm gonna go home"
I said grabbing my bag off the floor that Kira  brought up.
"No, stay here I'll talk to Theo"
He said but that was a stupid answer I can't stay here especially with him here.
"No I need to go. You guys can't trust him, he will gain your trust and tear you apart and break you, he'll use you weakness against you, and turn everyone against you"
I said standing up Kira behind me Scott ran a hand through his hair and walked to the window upset.
We walked down the stairs and towards the door, I glance over to Theo making eye contact with him his face sat emotionless almost sad, his eyes however gave him away  they were filled with sadness and heartbreak. Maybe from seeing me after so long. We walked out the front door and down the driveway
"If it makes you feel any better, we all dont trust him as in we I mean me, stiles and malia "
Kira said glancing over at me I smiled and looked down
"I just worry for everyone else, you all are really good friends and accepted me quickly I just dont want you guys getting hurt especially Scott he's so humble "
I said glancing at nothing in particular
"Well they didn't accept him as quick as you, it took like 3 weeks "
I nodded taking that in, he left a few weeks before I did for good, towards the end of our relationship he became standoffish and left out of town frequently I thought he was cheating on me honestly.
"How long has he been here?"
I asked as we grew closer to my house, I looked up at her as she looked back up towards me
"Like 4 weeks "
She said shortly it made me feel relief, he wasn't cheating on me
"Towards the end of our relationship he didn't talk to me talk me anymore and left town a lot I honestly thought he was cheating on me, then he left for good didn't even tell me and let all that blame fall on my shoulders, it almost felt the reason why is because he was scared to actually love someone ,let someone in so instead of letting someone love him he ran away"
I said quietly but she could still hear, I looked down at my feet walking slowly across the pavement
"Thats horrible, but kinda sad in a way, did he ever tell you anything like open up to you?"
She asked I nodded folding my arms over my chest
"Yeah he did, that's the part that made me so heartbroken we shared stuff and trusted each other made me wonder....was it me"
I said wanting to cry again
"If he opened up with you I doubt it was you, maybe you are right maybe he is afraid to love you cause he doesn't wanna hurt you, maybe he is afraid to be loved because someone hurt him, dont get me wrong he is an asshole jerk, but you somehow find a way to see the good in him"
She said as we reached my driveway I nodded
"Thanks, but I dont think that is gonna happen again I dont think I'd be able to trust him ever but I will probably always love him "
I said adjusting my strap
"you'll be ok , I'm here for you if you need anything text me "
She said hugging me I laughed a little
"I will you'll be the first person I text,be safe Kira I'll see you tomorrow "
I said walking up to my door hearing a quiet but before I entered my house,I walked up my stairs and looked around before going straight to my room dropping my bag and shrugging off my shoes
"How was the sleepover honey?"
A voice called scarying me a bit I smiled and looked over to my mom
"Good, it was fun"
I lied I wasnt going to tell her about Theo being here, or my encounter with the dread doctors, I dont need to hear her freak out,lecture me, and say we need to move again.
"Did they say something?"
She asked noticing my short response
I yawned semi fakly
"No I'm just really tired "
I said grabbing my brush brushing my hair out.
"Ok honey goodnight "
She said walking back to her bedroom
"Night "
I said walking into my room taking off my makeup quickly, and brushing my teeth I didn't feel like the whole tank top and shorts routine that I've been wearing every night to bed so I took of my shirt and shorts along with my flannel and shrugged on an oversized shirt on my shelf.
I shut off my light throwing my hair up in a pony tail before climbing into bed I could careless what time it is I was tired and needed to sleep now, I switched on the TV and focused on going to bed