Broken||Chris Brown Love Story

Chapter 23 (Continuation)

(Next Morning)

Jaila.

I sighed noticing that I was laying on top of Chris. I was still mad at him for purposely getting me pregnant. It's not like I don't want his kids, its just we aren't ready for kids and I'm kind of scared.

I tried getting out of Chris's grip but he held on to me tighter.

"Chris I have to pee."I mumbled into his ear.

"Come back."He muttered letting me go. I shook my head walking into the restroom. Finishing my hygiene, I walked to Amara's room to see the girls still sleeping, which I figured since it was 8 in the morning and they don't wake up until later.

I walked downstairs, grabbed a yogurt and a granola bar. I sat at the island eating in silence. Just the way I liked it. I heard Chris's heavy ass feet coming down the stairs.

"Good morning baby."Chris kissed the side of my face.

"Mhm."I mumbled throwing my trash away.

"You ready to talk?"I asked Chris.

"Yeah."He nodded while I began talking.

"Christopher, why would you do it? Do you think I don't want your kids? Because if that's the case it's a lie. I want to give you children, but I just feel as though we are not ready right now."I explained to him. 

"I understand baby and I'm sorry, I just wanted a baby and I wasn't thinking about you I was being selfish. I really am sorry, I love you."Chris said.

"Mhmm, I have to make a doctor appointment so we can figure out everything."I told him.

"Okay. Now can I have a kiss?"Chris asked inching closer to me.

"Nope. You don't deserve my kisses."I smiled at him grabbing my phone and dialing my doctors number.

"Girl if you don't."Chris smacked his lips walking over to me and kissing on my neck as I spoke with my doctor.

"Uh-Huh. T-tomorrow is um fine."I moaned pushing Chris off of me. He grabbed me again pushing his front against my back side.

"O-okay. Bye."I moaned again.

I shook my head as Chris smirked at me.

"You play too much."I told him. Chris was sitting on a stool at the counter as he pulled me between his legs. 

"I can't wait to see my baby."He mumbled rubbing my flat tummy.

I smiled a little, but it quickly faded thinking about Jermaine Jr. That's why I'm scared of having a baby right now. I'm scared that I'm going to be irresponsible and the baby's going to die. I don't want that to happen.

"Babe why you crying?"Chris asked snapping me out of my daze.

"I. Nothing."I mumbled trying to get out of his grip.

"No, tell me. This isn't a relationship with secrets."

"Chris, I'm scared to have this baby. After what happened to Jermaine, I don't know how I feel about having a baby. What if the baby dies? Chris I'm scared."I whimpered.

"Babe we're gonna be straight, just think about positive things. Okay?"I nodded a little.

"I need words mamas."Chris said.

"Yes.". Chris smiled making me sit on his lap. 

"My sisters are in town, and I wan you to meet them."Chris told me.

"When?"I asked playing with his ear.

"I don't know yet. Ima call them up and see what they doing tomorrow and see if they want to hang out."