My parents make me feel like shit all the time. I think sometimes they do it just to hurt me. Sometime I feel like they are just so used to doing it so it just comes naturally. My parents aren't very nice to me. It's mainly my dad. He's rude. He's disrespectful. He never says I love you first. I think he hates me to be honest.
He makes me feel like shit. If he just were to say please. Or thank you. Or I love you I would actually enjoy being around him.
I have my life. I hate living in a world that doesn't want me. I have loving things that don't want me. I hate being me. I hate that my family hates me. I hate that my friends pretend to like me, when I know they really don't. I hate that my problems feel irrelevant. And that I feel small. That my life if full of hate towards me. That people yell for no reason.
I hate feeling like I'm ignored. Not important. Discarded. I hate feeling as if I'm not wanted. I hate being me.
I'm ugly. I'm weird. I cut. I'm depressed. I'm broken. I'm hurt. I'm scared. I'm sad. I'm suicidal. But all of these things no one notices bc they truly don't give a shit.
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Silent stories from broken souls
RastgeleI don't really know where this story going to go.... but I will try and make it really interesting.. this is more like some of my thoughts turned into a " story " so I hope it turns out good
