unsaid things // phan (on hold)

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Hey guys, so I know this story is on hold but a few nights ago at about 3:00am I was listing to 'To Build A Home' by The Cinematic orchestra and this idea came into me so I decided to write it down in my notes. The physical descriptions are based on Dan and Phil but the rest is just kinda free writing. I would really appreciate if some ppl gave their opinion bc this isn't quite my usual writing style. So yeah, here we go:

To Build A Home; Sad Eyes And Raven Hair

A boy. A boy with sad eyes that had long forgotten his non genuine smile. He was pale. A thin pale boy. Far too thin. He wore a black sweater with sleeves far too long for his pale, thin arms. The long sleeves rolled over his frail hands and into his clenched fists. Underneath his long, black sweater he wore a pair of skinny jeans. They were plain and black except for a small tear in the right knee. He had a slender face that was half covered by his floppy brown fringe.
Then there was another boy. This boy was pale as well, more so than the first but not sickly. Unlike the other boy's sad, brown eyes, this boy had bright blue orbs. His eyes were unlike any others. They couldn't be compared to an ocean or the sky. His eyes were like ice. They weren't cold though. Not at all. He was a kind boy. He was the kind of person who could see that you had a bad day and would hug you so tight to make you feel better. He was the type of person that wouldn't pull away from a hug first because he knew that you might've needed it. He wore jeans similar to the sad eyed boy, though there was no rip in his. An almost cerulean sweatshirt was draped over his torso, though the hood didn't dare cover his raven black hair. The boy with the blue eyes had hair much like the sad boy.
They weren't indifferent towards each other though. They loved each other. They loved each other more than any one could love another person. The boy with the sad, brown eyes loved the black haired boy more than he could ever imagine. He'd never believe it, but the blue eyed boy loved him back just as much, if not more. Unfortunately, their love for each other still wasn't enough. The sad eyed boy had gotten his sad, dull eyes from a battle he'd long fought. He'd fought for years and was getting tired of fighting. The brown haired boy would cry and cry alone but wouldn't dare show his insecurities to the boy with blue eyes. He didn't want to upset the boy with blue eyes. He didn't want to make the boy with blue eyes sad, like him.
One day, the sad eyed boy decided he'd had enough. He'd fought this vicious war for too long. It was then that the battle took yet another casualty, and so long went the thin, pale boy with brown hair and sad eyes.
This is not the end though, for now it was the blue eyed boy's turn to cry. His eyes of ice had shattered along with his faith in humanity. He didn't know how a boy, so beautiful in his big blue eyes, could be taken so easily. The raven haired boy tried to stay strong, but he too was soon drafted to go to war. It was his turn to fight the battle that many had lost. It would be easy to say that the once happy, kind boy had found someone and lived happily ever after. But that's not how life is. The blue eyed boy now had eyes as sad and dull as the boy with brown hair once did. The black haired boy had fought for as long as he could. He went down swinging, but still went down. As many others had, the boy with icy eyes and an empty heart had been taken in battle.
This may seem to be a sad story, but it could be said that somewhere out there in this vast, open, pulchritudinous universe, the two boys who had loved each other until their dying breaths, had somehow found each other and received the happy ending that they both so strongly desired.

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