dangerous love (ROBERT VILLANUEVA LOVE STORY)

chapter 9

NATALIES P.O.V

"i seriously dont wanna tell you guys cause if i do , all you guys are gunna do is feel bad for me , cant i just tell you another day ?" i asked . "no we wanna know . " alex said .i heavily sighed . "fine "

" well when i was 10 my dad had chosen to adopt a kid , my mom was not so happy about that " i looked over at matt . "but my dad still went ahead and adopted matt , he was 11 at the time , well um stuff happened , that should only be between me and matt i dont know if he would want me to say it . ." i stopped . "its okay , you can " he whispered . i nodded . "well he was super quiet around my parents , he would talk to me once in a while , he was mysterious , he would get in fights , and so my mom wanted to send him back but dad didnt so my dad left with matt , and my mom met her boyfriend j-jay , at first he was a sweet nice guy , he would act like a real father , but once i turned 12 he got my mom into drugs and alcohol , she kept using them over and over , jay um would get so drunk , when he would get home he would see my mom passed out on the couch and come upstairs to my room and b-b-beat me . . "tears were now beaming out of my eyes . . . all the guys stayed quiet . . "at first i h-had thought maybe i did something wrong , maybe i got him angry , i began to cut at the age of 13 i didnt like myself , i still dont im a fat person , im ugly . . . . . . . then the beatings got worse once i turned 14 , he would leave bruises on m-me , he would b-burn me with cigars , on my birthday , when i turned 15 he uh walked upstairs . . . . he had a smirk on his face , i was terrified . . . . he grabbed the belt tied me up . . . . . .. left me in my room the w-whole d-d-day . . . . on the first day back to school , my alarm had gone off , he hated that . he slammed the door open and b-beat me . . . after i went to school . . . after school i was running late , i was lost , when i found my house it was already dark out , i knew what was gunna happen . . . . i walked in and the whole house smelled like alcohol , jay walked towards me grabbed my arm and pulled me upstairs . . . . . . . he slammed me to the bed and took of his belt . he beat me with it then r-r-r-raped me " i burst into tears i brought my hands up to my face . . . . they all got closer alex sat down next to me and put his arm over me . .

"n-now h-he h-has custidy and i-i have to g-go o-or else luke g-gets in trouble! i d-dont know what to do " i yelled in tears . . alex wrapped his arms around my waist . "shh , its okay " he whispered . . . "hes gunna fucking pay!" i heard robert say in anger . . .

i stood up , he burst out of the door . austin stood in front of me . . . "let him cool down , hes really pissed , when hes mad he just goes off " austin said . i sniffed up some tears , "i have to talk to him " i looked at matt and everyone , they nodded . i quickly walked out i saw luke . "he walked out of the door" he said , i nodded as i walked out , where could he be ? wait , the balcony . i walked back inside and walked towards the balcony . i saw him pacing around i closed the door and walked towards him . "leave nat" he said through his gritted teeth . "no" i said as grabbed his arm , he looked into my eyes and calmed down . . . i wrapped my arms around him "robert please d-dont d-do anything d-dumb i really care about you boys , i dont want jay hurting you guys " i stuttered to say . "shh , its fine , natalie i promise you no matter what happens along the way nothing and i mean NOTHING is gunna hurt you . " he said . i looked into his eyes and half smiled . . .

"robert they're here " i heard alex say . we walked out and i saw all they're family there , a lady walked towards me . "you must be natalie ! im so happy to meet you !" she yelled excited . i smiled and looked down . alex came over . "natalie this is my mom ana shes your aunt " i smiled and shook her hand . . . "mariah , andrew ! come here ! meet your cousin natalie " he yelled . i saw them both come over and smiled as i shook there hand . they're twins . . they look around my age . . i saw robert talking to a girl around my age also , i think its his sister . "hey natalie this is my sister madison " i smiled as i shook her hand . . . . i saw the way matt looked at mariah my cousin , i cant be jealous i mean i dont anything about having a cousin but they dont do that right ? they can just take away your boyfriend . well no one knows we're a couple but he better not like her , i really like him . . .