dangerous love (ROBERT VILLANUEVA LOVE STORY)

chapter 13

NATALIE P.O.V

i starred into Roberts eyes . he didnt say one word. "R-Robert" i said. he fell onto the side of the bed . . i walked towards the door . . i felt him rush over to me . "natalie ! please dont go !" he whispered. . "i dont w-wanna l-loose you" he sighed . . . "then tell me thats not true" he looked down. i completely lost it i burst into tears . . i didnt say one word . i walked out the door . . everyones eyes were on me. mariah smirked. "but you know, maybe mat can be the daddy to , im not sure whos the dad yet" i felt as if a bullet has hit me. what is this girl trying to do ? ruin me ? as if jay hasnt done enough.

"w-why are y-you doing this?" i asked her. she chuckled a bit. "oh honey cause i needed to teach you a lesson , ever since you came here , none of the guys have stopped worrying , caring about you! im sick and tired of it! then i noticed that you had things going on with mat and Robert. so i decided to get pregnant by one of them , but i dont know who im pregnant by." she said , her voice full proud. how can she be so proud.

"well congratulations , y-you accomplished what you were after." just then Robert walked out , his eyes were red. "Natalie!" he said . i quickly ran out. i made my way towards my room and locked the door. i heard knocking. "go a-away" i managed to say. "please open up , its me austin." i sighed as i opened the door. i walked back to bed and laid there . "Natalie i know you dont wanna hear the 'its gonna be okay' or the 'i know what going threw' stuff , i know your going threw a hard time at the moment , and thats why im here cause im your best friend , what mariah did was sick , and horrible. shes a mean person. all of us know that , but alex doesnt wanna believe it. shes his sister , mat is stupid for getting with her i know. but Robert hes not like that natalie he would never cheat i know him hes my second best friend. him and mariah were a thing back at home. they had sex. thats why shes saying all of this. but ever since you and robert got together he never came close to mariah he dis likes her , trust me. please dont ruin what you guys have , you dont even know whos child its from" he said .

i looked up at him. he whipped the tears away. "but Austin , thats the point! what if that baby is Roberts?! what im i going to do , hes gonna have to be there for the baby , the baby cant live without one of their parents its horrible , and trust me i know . . and if its mats baby , then everything we ever once had wold be done. why did she have to be in my life ?! i should of never came to vegas in the first place , i should of stayed back home , let jay take me in till he killed me! why does life have to be so unfair ! i hate it ! i hate everyone! i just wanna leave!" i yelled running into bathroom.

i grabbed a blade and cut my wrist. then my thighs. i heard pounding on the door. i looked at myself in the mirror , your ugly natalie! worthless! my thoughts said. i opened up the cabinet door were i have all my pills. i thought for a second. maybe i shouldnt , but yet again , why not ?

"NATALIE!" i heard austin still trying to get into the bathroom. "j-j-just g-go a-away!" i managed to yell out. i didnt hear any pounding or knocking anymore. i sighed as i tried opening the cap. it wouldnt budge. i heard pounding again. but from another familiar voice. mat . . . . .

"NATALIE ! PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR!" he yelled . i panicked a bit trying to open the cap it wouldnt open. the door swung open. mat came to my side as all the pills spilled out. "NO!" i yelled . mat held me closer to him as Robert , alex , and austin walked in. i saw madi try to come in but Robert held her back she began to sob as she made her way in. she got on her knees next to. "i-i need you Natalie stop d-doing this to your self" she said as she brought her face into her hands and cried. i couldnt stand seeing her cry i sat down next to her and she wrapped her arms around me. shes honestly the closest thing i have to a sister.

i hugged her back and we stayed like that crying into each others arms for along time. . .

we broke the hug and got up we noticed the guys were gone. "im sorry" i whispered. she nodded. "just please Nat stop . i need you here with me your my sister,dont let mariah get to you. dont be like me" i whipped the tears she had on her cheek . . "lets go out and get some starbucks?" she asked . i nodded . . we walked into the loby . "NATALIE IS IT TRUE YOU ATTEMPTED SUICIDE? DO YOU CUT YOURSELF ? IS MARIAH PREGNANT FROM ROBERT ? OR FROM MAT?" how do they all of this stuff . . i ignored it and got into the car.

we got to star bucks and i saw Robert . i looked at madi . "i had to do something for you talk to him" she said. i heavily sighed as i tried walking out. she grabbed my arm . "go talk to him Natalie , or at least hear him out" i sighed as i walked to where he was sitting at.

"Madison said i had to hear what you have to say in order to leave , so make it quick . " he nodded.

"im really sorry! Natalie! really , i never cheated , me and her use to be a couple back at home thats where we you know . . but i swear we never hooked up while being with you i would never hurt you like that NEVER! i really care about you , i love you . . not her . . i promise you no matter what the out come is i will always love you no matter what" he said.

i thought it was cute how he didnt wanna say the word sex. i looked into his eyes , his beautiful brown eyes . . .

i got up and hugged him . . "you know i can never stay mad at you , but Robert i cant make any promises , ok? after that baby is born and you guys have a DNA test , and it comes yours , i dont know what we'll be i had to live with out a dad for 5 years . . i dont want that baby to go threw it all alone . . " he nodded .

"baby i promise you , no matter what your my number one , and if the babys mine i promise too also take good care of it . . but i will never leave your side . . " he promised . .

great now time to talk to mat about this . .