dangerous love (ROBERT VILLANUEVA LOVE STORY)

chapter 32

NATALIES P.O.V

"ROBERT! WHATS GOING ON!!" i cried out .

he just held me in his arms with a shocked expression in his eyes . . . .

i heard sirens . . . i already knew this was going to turn out horrible . . i had that broken piece in me . . zach walked in and nodded to Robert , zach looked at me a very sad expression his eyes teary from crying . .

"p-please tell m-me w-whats going on!!!!! i yelled . . . he burst out crying falling on his knees to my level on the ground . . he looked at Robert than back to me . . "w-we c-couldnt s-s-s-stop t-t-the b-b-bleeding . . " he began . . tears were rushing down my eyes . . . "j-j-jasmine c-c-c-cute t-t-to d-d-deep w-we dont know i-i-if s-s-shes g-gonna m-make it" he managed to say . .

i burst in to tears and yelled . . "NOOOOOOOO! THIS CANT BE HAPPENING !!!! WHY !!!! WHY!!!!"

Robert wrapped his arms around me , holding me tight in his arms . . zach burst out crying as he walked out . . "i wanna go to the hospital!!!" i said to Robert .

he helped me up , he quickly grabbed me as i was about to faint . . i felt light headed . . "are you sure ? you seem horrible natalie . . " i looked at him . .

"i dont care! i wanna go!" i yelled at him . . he nodded as he helped me walk out . . i saw madison and andrew they were crying historically . . alex and austin looked at me and walked to me "we will p-pray for her natalie we're here for you guys" i nodded as i couldnt look at anyone . . the moment zach told me about her kept repeating in my head . .

we got to the hospital i saw noah with his hands in his face . . i sat down next to him historically crying . .

"why me??" i heard him ask .

"first my dad! then mom now jasmine! im g-g-gonna be all alone!!!!" he yelled as he looked up .

he stood up as he kept punching the wall . . i quickly got up as zach came to him and tried to calm him down . .

i hate this! why does he have to be going through this! i know exactly what its like to not have a family ! to not have no single blood close to you . . why does this have to happen to him ! why him! hes a great guy! hes 15!

he kept hitting the wall . . the nurse couldnt control him . . i stood in front of him .

"MOVE!" he yelled at me . .

"NO!! YOU THINK YOUR THE ONLY ONE HURTING ?! SHE MIGHT ME YOUR REAL SISTER BUT SHES ALSO MINE! SO WHAT WE GOTTA DO IS JUST PRAY!! IM HERE! DONT PUSH ME AWAY!!! IF YOUR SO ANGRY AT THE WORLD PUNCH ME ! NOT THE NURSE NOR THE WALLS , JUST HIT ME!" i yelled , everyones eyes were on us . .

his arms wrapped around me , he was taller than me .

i cried into his shoulder as he cried on mine . . "she cant die!" he said in my ear . .

we stayed there 4 hours untill a doctor came out . . he walked towards us . . . .

"jasmines cuts were really deep . . . . . " i began crying so did noah . everyone did . . "im sorry to say jasmine has committed suicide . . . im sorry for your loss " he said as he walked away with a sad expression on his face . . .

noah fell to the ground on his knees . . . i couldnt take it i looked at noah as he stared at me . . that should have been me . . . . . not her . . noah wouldnt have been going through so much hurt . .

i looked at zach as he tried helping noah up . . i quickly ran , ran , ran , and ran as fast i can out of the hospital . .i didnt stop till i knew i was far . .

it was raining out . . i was soaking wet . . i looked up at the sky . . "why" i asked to know one in particular . .

i cried and cried . . . .

it felt hours days since i was gone . . . . i was now walking down the street when i heard my name being shouted out . . noah and zach . .

"NATALIE!" noah ran to me crashing his arms around me . . "dont ever do that again!!! YOU SCARED ME ! I CANT LOOSE MY OTHER SISTER , YOUR THE ONLY ONE I HAVE LEFT" he yelled . . i hugged him tighter as tears streamed down my face . .

"come on nat , the rest of them are out there looking for you , let me tell them your here , get in the bus . . " he looked a bit upset , sad , angry . .

i walked into the bus . . followed by noah and zach . .

"i-im gonna take a shower . . " i said . . noah nodded . .

i quickly showered . . i heard them talking . . "we have to watch over natalie , this loss isnt her first , who knows how shes taking it shes so good at hiding her feelings . . we cant let her harm herself . . all of us as brother have to be there for her . . "

i walked out they all stared at me , i walked into my room , pretending i didnt hear anything .. . .

i heard a knock , austin . . "you okay?" he asked . . i shook my head no as tears streamed down my face . .

"a-austin that should have been me! not her! she shouldnt have died ! noah wouldnt be going through this pain!" i said to him . .

"DONT SAY THAT! he wouldve been hurting just as well! your his other sister! i would die if anything happened to you natalie! dont say that ! please! i love you! i need you! dont push us away!!" he said loudly . .

i wrapped my arms around him . . "im s-sorry" i whispered . .