dangerous love (ROBERT VILLANUEVA LOVE STORY)

chapter 54

NATALIES P.O.V

"JUST A FRIEND?! natalie he knows your with us!!! hes using you!" he yelled. i looked at him inn shock. i stood up "who are you to tell me who i can be my friends and who cant?! they know how to get along better than we all do here!" i yelled to where they can all hear.

"guys chill! you two never argue!" nathan yelled. "i guess things changed" he said, he glared at me and walked past me.

what has gotten into him, jake is just a friend! and if hes trynna break this tour up i wouldnt

let him, its like austin doesnt trust me anymore.

"he'll get over it nat" zach whispered. i shook my head as i walked into my room. Robert was still laying down. i grabbed some jeans and a long sleeve. i grabbed the sweater matt let me borrow.

"where you going?"Robert asked. i didnt bother looking at him. "out" was all i said, i grabbed my phone and walked out. "natalie, you need to stop doing all this stuff, grow up, your 16!" mark said. i turned around to face him.

"you know what mark, leave me alone. i joined the tour again to make sure Robert wouldnt hurt himself. did you think i would forgive you so easily for what you did?! you left me there!

they didnt even want me there!" i spat.

he looked down. "kevin wants to spend some time with you" he whispered. "tell him later!" i walked away. im better off alone, no one to hurt and no one to hurt me. im stronger this way.

i felt my phone vibrate.

'hey natalie! wanna hang out for a bit!' jake.

i smiled. -of course(: meet me at the park down town?-

he didnt reply, i made my way towards the park. i saw a cute couple sitting down on the grass. i smiled.

i felt someone hug me from behind. i turned around i saw jake. "you scared me!" i playfully hit his chest.

i heard some snaps. i turned to see papz. "great, come on" he grabbed my hand and pulled me into his car.

"where are we going ?" i asked. we pulled up to a beautiful boardwalk. "its amazing" i whispered. he smiled. he grabbed my hand. i looked down at it, i just wish he was Robert...

"your very beautiful Natalie" he whispered. i looked up at him. "thank you" i looked down.

"but with you in austins tour, and me in mats, if we ever wanna be something.. you need to join our tour, its really amazing! i mean isnt it already packed in your tour bus? you guys have to have two!" he said.

Austin was right.. "i dont think ill ever leave Austins tour, their my best friends they've been there for me through thick and thin" i said.

"maybe this will change your mind" he crashed his lips onto mine.

i heard a gasp, i quickly turned around to face austin, i looked at jake who was now smirking. "you knew he would be here!" i yelled. "austi-" he shook his head as he kept walking away.

"just leave!" i yelled at jake.

"austin wait! let me explain!" he turned around to face me, anger was written all over his face. "so you try to work things out with Robert then wanna leave our tour for one guy you met this morning!" he yelled.

"first, I WAS NEVER GOING TO LEAVE THE TOUR! I LOVE YOU GUYS! YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME THROUGH THICK AND THIN! HE KISSED ME BECAUSE HE KNEW YOU WERE THERE!!! I DONT LIKE HIM! HOW CAN YOU THINK THAT?" i yelled.

he looked down. "your right im sorry natalie.." i heavily sighed. i crashed my arms around him. "please austin. i love you, your my best friend" i whispered.

he kissed my cheek. "i love you natalie, come on lets go back to the bus" i smiled as he grabbed my hand.

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"where did you go?" Robert asked concerned. "she was looking for me, cause i got mad at her, but we're through it" austin said.

he nodded as he walked back into his room, i sighed as i walked in after him. might as well try to fix things.

he laid down on the bed, i kned down near the bed. "talk to me" i whispered. "your acting like nothing happened! our baby died! my baby boy!" he yelled. his face full of tears, he was red.

a tear rolled down my cheek, "how can you say that? i hurt everyday! we all have a different way of expressing it!" i yelled back "he was my little boy as well!! i love him so

much! and i also love you! it hurts me to see you hurt! im loosing my little family! i lost my

baby, and now im loosing you!" i yelled.

he sat up, he grabbed me, near him. he whipped the tears off my face. he wrapped his arms around me, saying nothing.

the hug felt special, i needed this. "im so sorry Robert.. i know your hurting. so im i, just

dont push me away" i whispered.

he grabbed my chin, i looked up at him. his lips smashed onto mine, bombs went off just like the first time we kissed.

a knock on the door made us stop. Austin smiled as he came in. "guys, we're all planning on going to a club at 10, you two wanna come?" he asked.

i looked at Robert. "sure, just let us get ready" austin nodded as he walked out.

"we dont have to go if you dont want to" he said. "i know, but i think we need it, both of us" he nodded as i got up and looked for a nice dress.

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we entered the club, the smell of alcohol hit my nose. "you okay?" Robert asked. i nodded.

i walked over to the v.i.p where everyone was at. "wanna get a drink?" a guy asked me. i looked over at Robert. "im with him, sorry" i said back.

the guys looked at Robert and back at me. "im way better than him" i shook my head. "cant you see she doesnt wanna go with you!? leave her alone" Robert stood up.

i grabbed his wrist, not feeling well. whats going on with me? i felt light headed, and a bit whozy.

"Robert, i-im not f-feeling to g-good" i managed to say loud enough. the guy walked away.

Robert, kevin and mark were the closest ones to me, everyone else were out dancing.

"whats wrong?" kevin asked me, i shook my head, a bit scared.

"bring some water!" i heard austin yell. "baby whats wrong?" Robert asked. "i f-f-feel light headed, i wanna leave" he nodded as he grabbed me bridal style. "ill take her to the bus, you guys can stay" , "just call us if anything happens?"

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we reached the tour bus, "Robert, i-i need to go to the hospital" i gently put me down, i ran to the bathroom and threw up. he help me hair back. "okay, come on ill take you"