Judith [small caps intended]

A/N

God. Wait... Why did I feel fragile all of a sudden?

 

Tears is flowing out of my eyes as I write this.

 

I'm gonna write something down.

 

Auntie Judith,

I wish you knew how I just can't fucking forget you! I just miss you too much that it already hurts to dwell on my past.

 

I shouldn't be typing your story online, really. But I can't. I... I just can't let my insanity back again. No, I'm selfish and you know that! 

Auntie... I miss you so badly. I fucking miss you. I feel this lump in my throat right now and I don't know if I will ever risk telling my classmates about you again!

It hurts, Auntie. I can't remember your face anymore... It's been six years and I can't remember your face.

I told myself that your memories will only fade.

I didn't ask myself to forget your face , as well. 

 

This pains me too... Too much . 

I don't know if I'm strong enough or brave enough to tell my classmates about you.

I'm a coward.

 

 

 

 

Tori