27 - Blind

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When both boys are asleep, I like to pull on my parka, creep onto the porch and gaze at the stars. For someone who was terrified of being alone in this empty city a few days ago, I have come to treasure the few moments of solitude the night gives me.

I am conflicted. How do I know I can trust either of these boys? The problem is - I don't know. I don't even remember them. All I know is my gut feeling tells me they can be trusted. 

But how do I really know?

***

"So, what's your plan?" asks Mathias. 

"Get to L.A., find a high point, get a birds eye view of the city," I explain.

"Griffith Observatory," Mathias says matter-of-factly. "Best view of L.A. around."

Thomas frowns. "I was thinking a skyscraper -"

"A prime place to be ambushed, if you ask me," says Mathias cheerfully.

I ponder over his point. "You know, Thomas, that does sound quite logical..."

Thomas does not respond. He continues to shove food items into his already bulging pack.

I liked it better when I just had one companion.

"You know what? Mathias is right," says Thomas. He smiles. "Good thinking, Mathias."

Mathias looks as surprised as I feel. "Glad you think so."

Something in Thomas' expression - softened, wistful - makes me think there's more than meets the eye. Does he know something we don't?

"We used to go there a lot," explains Thomas. "Jill and I. Maybe that will bring back memories. That might help, don't you think?"

Mathias frowns at this. "Maybe the skyscraper is a better idea-"

"No, I'd like my memories," I say. "Griffith Observatory it is."

Honestly, I am afraid of what I will find. What secrets does my memory hold for me? Will I like what I find? 

All I know is I cannot live blindly any longer.

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