33 - Thomas

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We are arriving at the Griffith Observatory, Mathias tells me, in a week or so. 

It was our spot. Mine and Jill's. 

Will she regain her memories?

It's highly unlikely. I don't know what the crazy scientists gave the "contestants," but it sure is strong. 

I find myself conflicted. A part of me wants her to remember. The other part of me is afraid.

What will she think of me when - or if - she remembers? 

Will she speak to me again?

I've been playing with a crazy idea.

The idea of telling her that I love her. Maybe get some time in with her before, if she does, regain her memory. 

But that will be selfish, won't it? Because I can never be with her. I banish the thought the moment it enters my mind.

Mathias doesn't think I deserve any time with her, judging by the dirty look he gives me when Jill isn't looking. 

I don't know if I do, either. 

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