In love with a Nerd (Jerrie Thirlwards) Little Mix

Chapter 61...Ally and I

Perrie POV

Right after Ally left, I told Jonnie eveything.
"Wow! You did what?!" My brother half shouted as we sat on the front porch stairs after we had dinner.
"I know, it's crazy! Gosh I'm such an idiot!" I  said as I literally face palmed myself.
"You're really that popular, wish I was like you when I was still in high school...loved having girls throwing themselves at me!" Jonnie snickered, and with that I slapped his arm, followed by a glare from me.
"Ow! Just saying." He exclaimed while rubbing the spot that I just hit.
"Hey! I'm not like that anymore! I've changed okay. Jade made me a better person." I reasoned out as I took a deep breath.

"Okay okay, I get it, you're in love with Jade and she clearly likes you too...but, what are you gonna do about Ally?" Jonnie asked as he took a sip of his coke.
"What about her?" My voice came out low as I glanced at him.
"Well, I mean, Ally seems...uhmm..how do I say this, she still follows you around telling everybody that she's your girlfriend. I think she's obsessed with you." He said. My eyebrows frowned at what he said.
"Obssessed? Pfft! Not with me, maybe with herself. You know she enjoys being on top of the ladder, If she liked me before she could have said yes when I asked her to be mine! It's just that I was so blinded and desperate before, that I agreed with her plans."
I replied while crossing my arms, feeling the evening breeze hit my skin.
"This is so not you!" My brother chuckled and laughed a bit.
"What?" I asked.
"It's great that you finally realized what an idiot you were!" He answered.
"Yeah! Thanks for reminding me!" I said while rolling my eyes at him.

"But anyways, Ally doesn't matter, and I think you and Jade are getting stronger and she knows everything about the deal and how you tried to--" then I remembered something which horrified me, making me cut him off.
"Uhhh..I haven't told..Jade..yet.." I spoke.
"You haven't told Jade yet... and you.." then he paused in realization.
"YOU HAVEN'T TOLD JADE YET?!" he repeated loudly, and my heartbeat increased at the thought of Jade still not knowing.
"Well..I..-" I started but Jonnie barged in.
"What? I thought she already knows?" Jonnie exclaimed.
"Gosh Pez! I think you're still an idiot!" My brother said while putting his hands
On his head, making me even more nervous.
"Well I tried to tell her, believe me I did it many times, I couldn't even go to sleep just thinking about it!" I huffed out.
"Point is, she still doesn't know, and you gotta tell her!" Jonnie said.
"I will tell her! I'm just...scared." I said the last word lowly. I really am scared, what if she leaves me after I tell her everything, about me and Ally's deal, I don't think I could handle it if I lose Jade.
"Pez! Listen to me, I know you're my idiot sister, but I don't wanna see you heartbroken, so you need to tell her right away, she'll believe you, trust me. But if she  finds out about it from somebody else, things are gonna get worse." He stated, and I know he's right.
"I know, that thought never left my mind, but what if she leaves me? I don't want to lose her, I wanted to tell her so badly, I'm just waiting for the right time...you know." I explained with worriedness in my tone.
"Now's the right time Pez don't let her think that you're still playing with her." My brother spoke.
"I'm not gonna hide anything from her, and I'm clearly not playing with her feelings."

Jade POV

"I hope she's gonna like it." I murmured while taking a glance at my laptop.
That smile, she looked so beautiful, I mean like she always does. My thoughts once again got clouded when I remembered our mini date and how we took our first  selfie together by the beach.I couldn't help but smile  at my screen as I clicked the print button.

As soon as the photo got printed, I hurriedly took it and gently placed it on a heart shaped picture frame I got two days ago.
"There!" I whispered after I placed it on my study table. Actually I got two identical picture frames prepared, one for me and one for her, of course containing the same pictures.
I know she might think it's cheesy or something, but I just want to give it to her, It's our first picture together, and it's really special to me, I hope she thinks that way too.

I looked at the time and noticed that it's nearly midnight.
I turned my laptop off as well as the lights and plopped down on my bed after I texted Perrie goodnight.
As I felt myself drifting off to sleep, I heard my phone rang and my eyes opened.

Perrie POV

"Hello? Perrie?" I heard Jade's voice over the line, and she sounded really sleepy.
"Hey baba! Sorry, did I wake you up?" I asked feeling a bit guilty for calling her this late.
"Uhhmm..well kinda..uh, why are you still up?" She asked and I swear I heard her yawn.
"You're adorable!" I said to myself as I pictured Jade yawning and looking really sleepy and tired.
"Uh--w-what?" Jade managed to say and I couldn't help but let a smile spread across my face.
"Oh nothing! Just want to say goodnight and...I love you!" I spoke.
"Aww..I love you too Pez!" She replied with voice quite raspy.
"Anyway thanks for taking me out today, I really enjoyed it!" I said hoping she was still listening but I only got a hum in response.
"Uhmm, Jade...I actually want to talk to you about something, and I hope you understand. I've been thinking about this for quite sometime but I just couldn't figure out how to say this. I know it's better if I say this in person but I don't think I could wait that long." I explained.
"Pez..are you b-breaking up with me?" Jade managed to ask.
"What? No! No! I'm not breaking up with you." I replied instantly after hearing her question.
"Oh! I thought you were..." Jade replied.
"No babe! I would never do that..you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. And please don't think that I'm doing that to you okay?" I stated, feeling myself getting nervous. Shit! How am I gonna explain  this.
"So..." I started..
"Right before I got to know you there was this thing that I got into. I know you might think I'm stupid, but honestly I really was. My friends tried to tell me not do it, but I was so desperate and blind that I never listened to them and also this whole popularity thing got into my head. Anyways, I'm sorry I did it, but I just want to tell you that I love you, I really do and I hope you believe me."

I took a deep breath and went on..
"Ally and I got into a..." before I could finish my sentence I heard soft snores over the line.
"Deal." I said it.