Chapter 4

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Tori’s P.O.V

‘Ashton… I-‘  ‘You what. You think that it was the best idea to keep this away from me. The fact that she fucking has a kid. Was this the reason she left. WAS IT!!!’ Ashton screamed pacing over to me. I jumped back quickly until I ran into the wall. I whimpered as he came closer not knowing what he was going to do. ‘Who’s is it.’ He asked, anger still filling his voice. ‘I SAID WHO’S IS IT.’ He yelled. I felt a sting come across my face as I screamed in pain. Tears were falling down my face now as I looked back up at him. Guilt and worry swept over his face as he realized what he did. I could see Luke behind him fuming, Calum and Michael barely holding him back.

‘He’s yours! But now I get why she doesn’t want you to be part of his life. You really showed your true colours didn’t you.’ I snapped pushing past him and running for the door. I didn’t stop to listen to everyone calling my name. I didn’t stop to check the if it was raining. I just didn’t stop. I kept running until my legs couldn’t carry me anymore.

I stopped at the park and pulled out my phone dying the familiar number. ‘Hello?’ I heard her chirp into the phone.

‘Jess.’ I sniffled.

‘Babe what’s wrong?’

‘He knows. They all know.’

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‘There was an interview on TV about you signing back with Syco and their were photos of Fletcher, you and Matt. He figured it out and went on a rampage. He started yelling at me and when I didn’t answer he… he slapped me.’ I sobbed into the phone, touching the area where I was slapped. ‘Honey I’m so sorry this is all my fault.’ Jess said and I could tell she had tears falling.

‘Well you should have told him.’ I snapped. I had so much anger building up inside of me from having to keep this all a secret. ‘Why was it so hard! I’ve been going behind the people who are closest to my family and keeping this huge secret from them! Doesn’t my happiness matter at all!’ I all but screamed into the phone. Tears were rushing down my face at this point. I don’t care if she is my best friend she needs to know how I feel.

‘Tori you think that this isn’t hard on me! Leaving everyone I love. Quitting the one job that I have loved. Do you think it was hard to leave you. To leave Ashton! You don’t think that this has been affecting me too!’ I heard her scream back.

‘Well then why didn’t you tell him! And don’t say because of his career. Because you and I both know that that’s a load of bullshit.’ I snapped. I could hear Jess sighing and sniffling in the back ground. I know that she hated us fighting and I did too. But she needed to hear this.

‘I was scared. I didn’t want him to hate me. I didn’t want his fans to hate me. I couldn’t handle the stress. That’s why I left.’ She sighed into the phone. As much as I loved her she needed to learn to stop listening to what other people think.

‘Listen Jess. I can’t do this right now. I have to fix this mess. I’m sorry but I have to tell him everything. I’ll see you in Sydney next week.’ I sighed hanging up before she could say anything. I threw my head in my hands and started running them through my hair. I felt a pair of arms wrap around my body and I knew who it was immidiately.

‘I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you guys.’ I sobbed into his shoulder. He just kept stroking my hair. ‘I’m sorry what happened back there. I don’t know what was going on.’ He cooed as he kept stroking my hair. ‘I should go and explain everything. Is he still mad?’ I asked. ‘The only person he’s mad at is himself.’ He smiled as he helped me up.

‘I love you Luke.’

‘I love you Tori.’

Jess’ P.O.V

‘Listen Jess. I can’t do this right now. I have to fix this mess. I’m sorry but I have to tell him everything. I’ll see you in Sydney next week.’ I heard her say when the line went dead. I yelled in frustration throwing my phone across the room. It fell as soon as it hit the floor, glass going everywhere. I started pulling at my hair in frustration, still screaming.

I was interrupted by the sound of a baby shrieking. ‘Oh shit.’ I murmered to myself running into the nursery. ‘Aw Fletch I’m so sorry baby. Shh mummy loves you.’ I cooed, bouncing the small baby on my shoulder.

‘You get to meet daddy soon.’

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Love lots and lots Ashleigh xxx

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