17 and Lost {Luke Hemmings}

Chapter 5

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Here's the 5th chapter

Tori’s P.O.V

‘Oh my god Tori I’m so sorry. I have no idea why I did that. I get if you never want to speak to me again. Oh god I’m so stupid.’ Ashton cursed the second I got into the house. ‘Hey hey I’m fine. I don’t really blame you.’ I weakly smiled pulling him into a hug. I could feel his tears warm up my shoulder as I rubbed his back. ‘I can never get over the fact of how short and young you are compared to us. Your so mature for your age.’ He smiled, rubbing the wet marks from underneath his eyes. ‘Come on I guess I owe you guys an explanation.’ I smiled motioning for them to sit on the couch.

‘Ok well it all started I guess when you and Jess broke up. She would constantly break in and out of mood swings and would always be eating. More than usual. But I guess that it hadn’t really dawned on her till the day of the Teen Choice Awards.’

‘After we went off stage when we collected the award, she ran straight to the bathroom. I found her in their throwing her guts up, saying that she wasn’t feeling the best, that she just ate something bad. But after we performed it happened again. The she realized that her period was late.’

‘We went to talk to Simon and he took us to the hospital. We found out shortly after that she was a month pregnant. She decided that it would be best for her to quit and move away. SO she moved to Australia. She didn’t want to have to face anyone, but most importantly she was scared. Scared to ruin your career, scared that you would hate her. Ash she loves you. She really does.’ I finished.

Everyone was looking at me. Their mouths open wide. ‘Can you tell me about the baby?’ Ashton asked. Their was a mix of sadness and happiness in his eyes. I don’t know why Jess thought that he would hate her.

‘Well his name is Fletcher Tory Rivers. He was born on March 25th. He looks so much like you Ash except for his eyes. Their the exact same as Jess’. She even said that he laughs like you do. He really is gorgeous Ash. He really is.’ I smiled at him.

Tears were welling up in his eyes as he broke into a huge smile. ‘But what if she doesn’t want me in her life. What she just didn’t think I would be a good enough father.’ He sighed. ‘Hey of course she wants you in her life. You’re the Fletch’s father.’ Calum smiled patting him on the back.

‘She did name him after you after all.’ I smiled snuggling into Luke.

Jess’ P.O.V

After I had finally got Fletch to go back to sleep I heard my phone going off. I ran into my bedroom to find the screen smashed, but at least it was still working. The caller I.D said Tori and a huge amount of relief flooded over me.

‘Hey Tor. I know I was an idiot before. Please forgive me?’ I asked into the phone. ‘Of course bub. But I just want you to know that I told the boys everything. They deserved the right to know.’ I heard her sigh. ‘Trust me it’s fine. I really don’t mind anymore.’ I smiled, trying to hide my lie. Of course I didn’t want this to happen. I wanted to tell Ashton myself one day. Maybe it was better like this.

‘Well I just called to tell you that we’re leaving tomorrow so I guess I will see you soon.’ Tori said. ‘Yep. I have to go now Tor. Tell the boys that I love them. And that I’m so sorry.’ I sighed. ‘Even Ashton?’ I heard her questioning. ‘Especially Ashton.’ I chuckled. Wait no what about Matt. I’m with Matt. ‘Ok well I’ll see you soon.’ She said. We quickly said our goodbyes and I hung up.

To say that my friendship with Tori is barely there would be the whole truth. We had always hoped that we would become famous and be friends forever. Well we did the famous part, she’s still doing it I guess. But as for the friendship, it’s barely there.

Do you ever wish that the mistakes that you make will work out for the best. Or that you can see the outcome before it happens? If that was something you could buy then I would be the first in line for it.

‘Hey honey.’ I heard Matt call as he shut the door. ‘Hey.’ I weakly smiled, giving him a loose hug. ‘Everything ok?’ He asked as he got a bottle of coke out from the fridge. ‘Oh yeah. I um just got off the phone with Tori. She’s coming down for a month. Staying with Luke and his family I think.’ I weakly smiled. ‘That’s great. I would love to meet her.’ He beamed. Oh trust me you wouldn’t. Matt was always the serious person for everything. He barely knew about the stuff that I liked. He thought that my old job was pointless. He was a lawyer. And to be honest his job was boring. Every time that we went out together I had to look like the perfect girlfriend. Had to act like the perfect girlfriend. Those were the times when I missed Ashton the most. Why was this all so hard.

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