anonymous - tracob

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troye sat in his car, unable to make himself get out. he didn't want to face jacob. but he knew eventually he would have to. considering he would eventually have to return to his apartment any way. sighing loudly to himself he turns off the car, walking to the front of his building.

jacob sat there on the sidewalk with his head tucked between his knees, his body shaking with sobs. troye felt his head grow dizzy and his chest had an ache in it that wasn't leaving, without knowing what he was doing he was rushing towards jacob standing in front of him. jacob refused to look up at the presence making his heart beat loudly in his ears.

"jacob, baby i'm so sorry," troye leans down beside him, trying to get him to look up at him. jacob's head hung low, silent cries slipped from his lips. "please look at me," troye says putting a finger under his chin. he left out a gasp when he saw jacob's face, a bruise was under his left eye, cuts were all over his face. his beautiful face. and his lip was busted.

"what happened? who did this to you?" troye examines his face, his fingers lightly tracing over the cuts. jacob winces putting his hand on top of troye's, his touch made both of their breathes hitch.

"it was my fault."

the words that left his mouth left troye curious. what had happened to jacob, why would anyone want to hurt someone so beautiful? troye had so many questions.

"i-i- can we go inside?" jacob says cutting off his words. troye nods grabbing his hand to help him up. jacob stumbled slightly from the alcohol, troye wrapped his petite arms around his waist trying to hold up the older man with all the strength he had.

jacob thanked troye, giving him a soft smile when they arrived to his apartment. troye wasn't excepting guest, leaving his apartment a bit messy but right now that didn't matter to him, the sanity of jaocb mattered most to him.

silence ate away at the two, not dissipating. troye wanted to say something to make jacob see he was truly sorry for being an idiot, but he didn't know what to say. it's not like he could just say oh i'm sorry for having you suck dick, friends? that would make everything awkward again and troye didn't want that.

"why don't you like me? am i not good enough?" jacob says in a susurrus voice, his tone soft. "you're the first guy i've had these feelings for, i may seem like i pull a lot guys, but trust me who would want to be with a mess like me?" he questions his head resting in troye's lap, his green-hazel eyes stared up at troye–well through him trying avoid the emotions in his head.

"baby you are good enough, don't ever say that. and you know why we can't be together i love my girlfriend, i don't want to hurt her nor do i want to hurt you," troye runs his fingers through his black hair, biting his lip subconsciously. "you're the first guy i've been so confused about, you intrigue me and i want to learn more about you, yet just as i start to learn more you walk out of my life." troye mumbles looking into his eyes. jacob had stopped crying but troye could see more tears coming to his eyes, his green-hazel eyes glossy from holding back his tears.

"kiss me," jacob mumbles pulling on troye's hand that was laying on his thigh. "i want to remember the feeling of your lips, i know we won't ever-," jacob's words are cut off. troye's lips meeting his in a kiss.

jacob sits up, sitting himself on troye's thighs, his hands ran through his hair trying to savor every last moment he had with troye.

jacob's mouth kisses down the base of troye's throat, sucking and his tongue lapping over the area.

troye now was sitting on jacob, straddling his thighs, kissing every bruise on his face, he made sure his actions were soft and delicate because he didn't want to hurt jacob any more than he already was.

"you're so beautiful," troye says lowly kissing his ear shell, jacob ignored his words, pulling troye off his lap, he grabbed his small hand leading them to troye's bedroom.

clothes were thrown around the room, as their lips roamed each other's body esuriently, hands pulled in want. troye didn't know what he was doing, his thoughts and actions purely fueled by the strong lust running through his veins for the man. he was not gay.

jacob's lips trailed down his body, leaving soft kisses. troye's stomach was a blaze, a burning fire in the pit of his stomach as he watched jacob their eyes connecting. troye throws his head back, leaving out a low grunt when jacob's lips met his hard cock. he bucked his hips, wanting the fabric separating the two to be removed. jacob got the hint, hooking fingers in the waistband of his boxers.

"jacob," troye whines impatiently. jacob took his hard dick in his hands the fabric of his boxers separating the fiction. troye leaves out a whimper, his dick aching to be touched by jacob.

when troye felt a cold breeze hit his member he bit his lip, his head thrown back in bliss.

jacob grabs the base of troye's erect cock, stroking it. troye fell into the touch leaving out low moans and cursing when jacob's lips would tease the tip of his dick.

jacob's lips wrap around the tip of his hard cock, licking the precum that dripped from the tip of his dick. troye's fingers automatically find jacob's hair, pulling on it as jacob licked the tip of his shaft.

when jacob took more of troye in his mouth troye's mind went blank all he could focus on was the feeling jacob's mouth around his erect length. troye in the past had many girls suck his dick, but none of them made him feel the way jacob was making him feel now. jacob was making him feel so many things, and troye hated that.

before troye could cum, jacob removes his lips from troye's dick, hovering above him. their erect dicks rubbed each other's the friction between the two driving each other into a crazed lust.

this felt so good, yet troye knew this was wrong. he was cheating on melody yet again, but something in him made him forget she even existed, he forgot the world outside existed only caring about jacob.

jacob leaves out a moan cuuming on troye's stomach. troye moaned loudly but before he could cum the friction was gone. jacob's tongue ran down his stomach licking up the cum, troye watched him do so his dick leaked with precum.

"shower?" jacob questions standing up, troye in a haze of desire, nods his head following jacob into the bathroom. he watched as jacob navigated around his bathroom almost as if he's been here a million times. troye wraps his arms around jacob's waist, his cheek resting on his back he left soft kisses leaving out a sigh, he realized this was the last time the two would do this and it made him start to regret his decisions.

"don't say anything." jacob whispers his eyes closing.

troye pulls jacob into the shower, his arms never leaving his waist. he didn't want to forget this feeling nor how jacob's soft skin seemed to always burn his whenever they would touch.

the water drenched the two, but neither cared. the two were in their own worlds immersed in the beauty of each other. troye traced patterns into his back, his lips softly leaving open mouth kisses around the areas he would trace.

jacob attempted to hide the fact he was crying, but troye wasn't stupid. he could feel his body shake as he held in his cries. troye hugged him tighter, trying to make him see that he wasn't going anywhere.

"why can't you feel the same?" jacob repeats the words, he knew why but he was confused as to how the fuck did they end up here?

troye stops tracing patterns in his back, turning to look him in the eyes. "you know why jacob." he says his pale blue eyes staring at him sadly.

troye captures jacob's lips between his, softly kissing him as the water from the shower head soaked them.

i can't be with him. i love melody. troye tried to convince himself he didn't feel the same way jacob did, he didn't like the feeling of his lips, the way he smiled, or they way his voice sounded at three am, he didn't like jacob at all.

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is that even considered smut?? oh my god i'm cringing.

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